Author: Christine Wyrtzen

WAITING

When evening came, His disciples went down to the sea, got into the boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum.  It was now dark and Jesus had not yet come to them.  The sea became rough and a strong wind was blowing.  John 6:16-18

Who hasn’t been in the boat with disciples?  The wind blows.  The sea is kicking up walls of water.  The roar of the storm is escalating rather than abating.  We pray fervently but Jesus’ arrival on the scene with deliverance on His breath has not yet come.  We are waiting.  We are harnessing our thoughts, taking despair by the throat and speaking words of faith to our disbelief.  God will come.  God is faithful.  God does care.  Even if this storm kills the body, my soul and spirit will live forever in the presence of glory.

I have flown in a lot of bad weather.  Thirty five years of traveling has exposed me to many kinds of weather.  When the plane is in the thickest of storm clouds, pitching badly, my nose is pressed against the window and is scanning the clouds intently.  Continue reading “Waiting” →

FEAR

There is no fear of God before their eyes.  Romans 3:18

Our emotional lives are so twisted by sin.  The things we should feel – we don’t.  What we shouldn’t feel – we do.  And all feelings are rooted in beliefs. Continue reading “Fear” →

AN EMBRACE WITH THE EYES

The Lord lifts up those who are bowed down.  Psalm 146:8

         Body language is a powerful communication tool.  If we lean forward while in conversation, we let the other person know that we are interested, that we anticipate their next remark.  If we lean back and fold our arms while another shares deeply, we communicate that we are uncomfortable with their words and wish to keep our distance.  Without saying anything, we can convey our feelings with a simple posture.

If I wish to tell something important to my children, or to a friend in despair, I will place one hand on their shoulder, and with the other, raise their head so they can look into my eyes.  That allows me to deliver what is on my heart in such a way that I know the words will connect.  Lifting another’s head to enable solid eye contact is a compelling act. Continue reading “En Embrace With The Eyes” →

NOW I KNOW BETTER

As obedient children, do not be conformed to the former lusts which were yours in your ignorance.  I Peter 1:14

            My mother and father are both in heaven.  Though it has been twenty-eight years since my mother died and ten years since my father passed away, it feels like yesterday in a way.  The closer I get to Jesus, the less I feel their absence.  I know He is with them and since I am close to Him, I am ‘almost’ with them.

            I am so thankful for the home they gave me.  I’m even thankful for their imperfect parenting because the deficits created within me a holy ache for God.  I never would have embarked on a relentless search for Abba Father unless I had felt the sting of some mild emotional deprivation from my parents.  What Satan plans for evil, God can always use for good.

            While I cherish the many good things in my heritage (my mother’s heart for the hurting and the poor, my father’s gentle way of teaching the Word for over sixty years), there are other things I reject. Continue reading “Now I Know Better” →

CORNERED

Jesus was walking in the temple, in the colonnade of Solomon.  So the Jews gathered around him and said to him, “How long will you keep us in suspense?  If you are the

Christ, tell us plainly.”  John 10:23-24

            The Jews ‘gathered round him.’  In the English vernacular, that sounds harmless enough.  This is something a group of friends does to hear a good story.  However, in the original language, ‘closed around him’ was the word picture.  The Jews surrounded Jesus, attempting to trap Him, hoping to hear Him incriminate Himself when attempting to answer their questions.

            I don’t know if you’ve ever been closed in, trapped, in order to have information coerced out of you.  If you have, you probably recall the feelings vividly.  You probably found it hard to breathe as the realization slowly dawned on you that you were about to be snared. Continue reading “Cornered” →

 

JESUS CHANGES THE SUBJECT

Jesus answered, “Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.”  John 3:3

Nicodemus came for a private teaching instruction from Jesus.  Instead of getting that, Jesus changed the topic entirely.  I can imagine Nicodemus was greatly confused.

He was one of the most brilliant of the Jewish religious leaders, schooled his entire life in the scriptures, yet here was Jesus speaking of things for which he had no knowledge or experience, something as elementary as being born into the kingdom.

What I perceive as my greatest spiritual need can be way off base.  Though I think I know myself, I never see myself as God sees me.  I think I need one thing; God would say that I need another.

Some years ago, Continue reading “Jesus Changes The Subject” →

“I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT!”

And the Scripture was fulfilled which says, “And Abraham believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness,” and he was called the friend of God.  James 2:23

            There are few things more painful than not being believed.  When I decide to be vulnerable and share a story that is close to my heart, only to be met with a skeptical response, it is like a stab in the heart.  Today, many need to tell their life’s story to someone but are held back by the knowledge that they simply won’t be believed. Unbelief has eroded many a relationship and left one party in the prison of unspoken pain.

            I wonder if God often feels like the spurned storyteller.  He has given me the scriptures that offer me the keys to the kingdom and abundant life.  To partake, all I must do is believe and live in His truth.  Yet, I sift everything He says. Continue reading ““I Can’t Believe That!”” →

THE BEST LAID PLANS

You boast in your arrogance, all such boasting is evil.  James 4:16

            I’d love to have a count of how many planning meetings happen on Monday mornings; both in business and in ministry.  Those in leadership have, most likely, invested some critical thinking time on issues of strategy and implementation of their ideas.  How much of what will be proposed today has been conceived through prayer?  Little I suspect.  Sadly, that may also be the case when it comes to those who will meet together on behalf of their respective ministries.

            Anytime I make plans for the future and feel confident of my success without any sense of dependence on God, James is clear that I am living dangerously.  My independence is of the kingdom of darkness.  Who am I that I would think I have enough consummate wisdom in and of myself to write my future?  Am I naive enough to believe that my own skillfully formed plans aren’t capable of failing?   If so, then I am out of touch with the numberless casualties that may defeat my schemes. Continue reading “The Best Laid Plans” →

WHEN I REWRITE GOD’S LAW

Do not speak against one another, brethren.  He who speaks against a brother, or judges his brother, speaks against the law, and judges the law, but if you judge the law, you are not a doer of the law, but a judge of it.  James 4:11

            To speak against a brother is to slander, to become a talebearer that diminishes his character in the public eye, to destroy his reputation through false stories and to take his weakness and magnify it till it’s grossly disproportionate.

James says that when I use my tongue to rip another person to shreds in public, I am rejecting God’s law and setting up my own law in its place.  I pronounce judgment and then set up others to do the same when God says He is the Father who should deal with His children in all aspects of their lives.  We don’t sit in His seat.

It’s a dangerous thing to do what God has prohibited.  I may believe that speaking against my brother is a small infraction.  I may rationalize that I’ve chosen to keep the rest of the law but only erred on this one point.   Continue reading “When I Re-write God’s Laws” →

HUMBLE YOURSELF!

Humble yourself in the sight of the Lord and He will lift you up.  James 4:10

            What would you do if someone thought you to be proud, then told you to ~  ‘Humble yourself!’  Let me share with you what I used to think it meant.  After feeling a profound sense of shame, I would set out to cast the pride out of my nature through self-condemning messages.  I would rehearse my past experiences with others whom I experienced as proud and ask myself if I really wanted to be like them.  The exercise would turn into a horizontal comparison game.

            At that point, would I be humble?  Absolutely not.  I would have adopted a language of humility and a posture of meekness.  Self-effort and corrective self-talk does not produce anything that results in Christlikeness.    Continue reading “Humble Yourself!” →