From his abundance we have all received one gracious blessing after another. John 1:16. NLT
When something valuable is scarce, people hurry to claim it. Shelves empty. Waiting lists grow. We know what it’s like to get the last available seat on an airplane, or the last available appointment on a doctor’s schedule, or the last portion of our favorite meal on the restaurant menu. We know that supply will not always meet demand. What is precious is often limited. Money runs out. Strength has its limits. Even the most generous friend eventually grows tired even though their love might not fail.
Oh, but not Jesus. From His abundance, we receive grace upon grace. It is not grace measured by scarcity. It is not grace rationed by accountants in heaven. It is not grace given with a warning that I am asking too much. I can pray for whatever I need today and return tomorrow with twice as much, and I have not diminished heaven’s resources. I have also not taken from another person in need.
Jesus is not a reservoir that can be depleted. He is Living Water. The flowing stream does not thin. It is not choked out by drought. Abundance flows from Him because abundance is not merely what He has. It is who He is.
So, the tragedy is not that His grace is unavailable. The tragedy is that it is offered but hearts aren’t open to receive. Sometimes it’s because of unbelief. Sometimes it’s rebellion and pride. But sometimes it is a wounded child of God standing behind the door, convinced she is too needy and too unworthy to receive what Christ is aching and eager to give her.
Oh, what needless sorrow when we thirst beside the River of Life.
Jesus, You are not offended by my need. You are drawn to it. Help me see my emptiness as opportunity. Amen