John testified, “I saw the Holy Spirit descending like a dove from heaven and resting upon him.  I didn’t know he was the one, but when God sent me to baptize with water, he told me, ‘The one on whom you see the Spirit descend and rest is the one who will baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ John 1:32-33 NLT

When John baptized Jesus, the man who wore sackcloth and feasted on locusts and honey was breathless with wonder.  He lowered the Lamb of God beneath the surface of the river Jordan.  I can imagine that time stood still as this holy act unfolded in slow motion.  Jesus was submerged, and then a dove descended and rested on Him.  While this only lasted for a moment, neither was ever the same again.  This was confirmed as the heavens opened and God spoke words of blessing over His Son. 

John made it clear that though he baptized Jesus with water, it was a precursor to an even more stunning event. This Messiah would one day baptize His disciples with the Holy Spirit. This one event in the Jordan was loaded with prophetic overtones. As John poured water over the head of the Lamb of God, Jesus would pour the fullness of the Holy Spirit over each new convert. With the Spirit, He would seal them until the day of redemption.  What if we could have seen and heard this event at our moment of belief.  “I have called you and you are mine,” Jesus might have said.  Perhaps it unfolded in slow motion, like His own baptism.  One thing I know; my spirit was energized from something dead to something living.  This anointing of the Spirit of God accomplished its purpose.  I was blessed to live and serve in the power of the Messiah just as Jesus was blessed to live and serve in the power of the Spirit.  

Jesus left the holy place in the Jordan and entered the wilderness of temptation, testing, and faith building.  I left the holy place of my moment of conversion and entered the wilderness of life too. Daily, I am tempted. Daily, I am tested. Daily, I have opportunities for faith building. But unlike Jesus, I often doubt the love of the One who anointed me.  No matter how often I faint, the Spirit still offers to fill me with Himself. He sustains my faith.  Though it may flicker for moment but it is never extinguished. My spirit, even at this moment, feels the impact of these moment-by-moment encounters.   

My own baptism of Your Spirit was no less beautiful, no less miraculous, than the one You experienced as the waters of the Jordan washed over Your head. Jesus, Your Spirit still speaks words of love over me every single day. The anointing lives on. I am strengthened. Amen

Right here in the crowd is someone you do not recognize. Though his ministry follows mine, I’m not even worthy to be his slave and untie the straps of his sandal.”  John 1:26-17 NLT

John said, ‘I’m not even worthy to be [the Messiah’s] slave.’  Unworthiness has so many faces.  Only one is righteous, the others are not.   Yet, for any of us who have suffered with toxic unworthiness, we can agree that it feels like a holy thing.  Satan makes sure of that.  

Isaac Watts wrote the words, ‘For such a worm as I” when he composed the hymn, At The Cross.  Was he celebrating the glory of Christ as he penned them or was he consumed by his own unworthiness?  Reading the rest of the lyrics reveals that it was the first. 

Shame is supposed to be healed in the arms of a great Savior.  Perfect love melts all guilt and shame and if we were to see Jesus today and bask in the affection of His beating heart, we would be immersed in joy. I don’t believe unworthiness would have the last word. 

Satan is out to destroy the joy of our salvation.  If he can’t keep us from believing and following Jesus, then he’ll keep us from the fuel that will give us our joy.  God’s love.  He’ll twist scriptures to cause us to believe that we didn’t deserve to be chosen.  And, we didn’t deserve to be forgiven even more!  Unworthiness leads to self-hatred.  Any of us who have knelt at the feet of Jesus, never feeling like we could raise our heads out of the dirt, missed the joy of basking in the eyes of Love. 

What about yesterday’s mistakes?  What about yesterday’s sin?  Don’t these disqualify and prove unworthiness?  Not in heaven’s economy.  Love confers unconditional affection.  Love paid the price for the sin that God has already put out of sight.  Love lifts our head out of the dirt.  Love grants new mercies every morning.  Love celebrates the future.  Love does not remind us of unworthiness.  Our worship does that but it’s fleeting because it’s all in the context of celebration.  What does humility mixed with joyful confidence sound like?

Lord, you are so great, so holy.  I am sinful but oh, I am loved.  I am unworthy, yes, but You made me worthy.  I’m a dancer, not a wallower.  Amen

John replied in the words of the prophet Isaiah: “I am the voice shouting in the wilderness, ‘Clear the way for the Lord’s coming!'” John 1:23 NLT

If a stranger says, ‘Tell me about yourself.’ I might answer, “I am a mother, wife, author, musician, and director of a women’s ministry?”

But what might my reply be if I was interrogated in a hostile setting. “Who do you think you are!” Would I scramble to list my credentials, putting to rest any insinuations that I was somehow unqualified? And would bragging add weight to my credibility? Probably not. In fact, it could backfire.

John the Baptist was a priest from the line of Aaron. Strong credentials! Yet, when the priests and Levites from Jerusalem investigated him ~ the equivalent of an inquisition by the Vatican ~ he stuns us with his answer. The question was posed. “Who are you?” But the one who did have impressive credentials divested himself of them all for a bigger purpose. He revealed that he was simply a voice to prepare people to see Jesus. John didn’t say, “I am one teaching” or “I am one telling.” He described his delivery as shouting or crying. It’s impossible to cry out publicly without passion, without intensity.

I ask myself if I ever talk about Jesus void of feeling. Do I teach in dry, sterile tones? Or is there a magnetic quality to my words because my heart has long been engaged from personal experience? Would heartfelt describe others’ experience of me? Does my call to others to believe, to trust God, come across as an act that will be lifesaving to them? If my faith in Christ has not been lifesaving to me, I will never speak of it in any other way but casual.

Who am I, Lord? I am a voice you are using, one who speaks with passion, one who hears your mind in the wilderness, and one whose goal it is to make the way for you straighter today than it was yesterday. Amen

This was John’s testimony when the Jewish leaders sent priests and Temple assistants from Jerusalem to ask John, “Who are you?” He came right out and said, “I am not the Messiah.”  John 1:19-20 NLT

After hearing about the crowds following John and the great numbers that were being baptized, the priests and temple officials came to check him out.  They understood from all the reports that he was a person of influence and they needed to know who he was.  Several questions would be on their tongue.  ‘Are you Elijah?  Are you one of the prophets?’  But before asking those, they started with the obvious.  ‘Who are you?’   John must have sensed what they were really asking so he set all rumors straight by cutting to the chase.  “I am not the Messiah.”  

How would it feel to grow up knowing that your parents, Elizabeth and Zachariah, were blessed by God in their old age to bear a child, that child was you, and your life had an incredible purpose shared by no one else ~ to prepare the way for the Messiah.  How would you not feel special?  How would you not want to tell others of your destiny, to have them share the wonder of it all? “I’m John, the one who was miraculously born to prepare the way for our Messiah.”  Would that have been arrogant?  Perhaps it’s the battle Joseph faced as a teenager when he wanted to share his dreams and the wonder of his father’s love with his brothers. 

The divine anointing on John’s life was evident through his following.  But lest others think that he was the chosen one they had been waiting for, he would not delay setting the record straight.  He would tell them who he was not….rather than who he was.  He would not become the object of their fascination, or worse, their worship.  Soon, the Messiah would appear and John could blend into the background with all the others to worship the only One worthy of worship.  

Notoriety can be an opiate.  The humility to defer to One greater grates against our human need to be the center of attention.  John called himself ‘a voice’.  That’s all.  When it comes down to it, each of us are equipped to be a nameless part of Christ’s body until His appearing.  Who are we?  We are shepherds, teachers, helpers and equippers, people of hospitality, comforters and discerners of spirits.  We are created lives destined to use our anointed gifts to light up the face of Jesus. We are lights, a city on a hill.  Our light can often be dazzling but not because of anything we’ve done. We are broken “jars of clay” in God’s hands. We are illuminated by the  light  of His glory and His face shines brilliantly through the cracks and flaws of imperfection.  John never lost sight of His own sinfulness and Jesus’ perfection. 

I need not be tall in other’s eyes.  I am significant to You so help that register deeply where my insecurities fester.  Amen

No one has ever seen God. But the unique One, who is himself God, is near to the Father’s heart. He has revealed God to us.  John 1:18. NLT

The expression John paints of Jesus being near to the Father’s heart is not new to us.  Today, we use the same expression to describe a feeling for our children.  ‘Near and dear to our heart’ implies that the relationship is not like most others.  Encounters with them ~ we carry with us.  Words they speak to us ~ we hold dear.  Pain they express ~ we embrace and lift to the Father constantly in prayer.   

To be near to the Father’s heart literally means that Jesus was ‘in the bosom of the Father.’  A bosom is defined as three things. 

1. The bosom is part of the upper body between both arms.  The heart, specifically. 

I don’t know what you face today.  It may look like a routine day to you so far but for every person who faces scary unknowns, God has you near to His heart.  You have not been pushed away, put down, or even relegated to a place near Him yet out of sight.  He has embraced you and drawn you up to His chest.  When your heart beats, He feels it.  When His heart beats, you feel it. In all their distress he too was distressed, and the angel of his presence saved them. In his love and mercy he redeemed them, He lifted them up and carried them all the days of old. Isaiah 63:9

• The bosom is also the upper part of a loose garment where things are tucked away, carried with the traveler.  

God has also chosen to tuck you into His bosom for safe keeping.  No matter where He’s actively at work today, you are right there.  Just before my friend, Maryann, left for the Holy Land a few years ago, I lamented, “I wish you could tuck me in your suitcase.”  The sentiment is understood ~ If only I could see what you see, experience what you experience. God wants me to know that I stay with Him always, no matter where His Spirit goes.  When He has a heart for a remote region of the world, He will show me His passion for the people if I just ask.  When He is grieved by sin, I will feel His grief.  I am trucked into His cloak and it is wrapped around me securely. He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart. Isaiah 40: 11

• The bosom is also a bay in a body of water.

God has promised to be a bay in the storm.  In the distance, I see a u-shaped indentation in my voyage.  I recognize the calm waters that only a bay offers.  The mountainous waves roll past its opening while swimmers float near shore on glassy seas. God is offering me this harbor, anytime, and calls me to pull out of turbulent waters.  How do I find this bay?  It’s wherever He is.  They rejoiced in the silence, and He guided them to the harbor they desired. Psalm 107:30

I need this today.  You’ve picked me up, taken me with you to my divine appointments today and when turbulent, You draw me into the stillness of You.  Amen

For the law was given through Moses, but God’s unfailing love and faithfulness came through Jesus Christ.   John 1:17

In Israel’s history, God revealed Himself to a people group, the Hebrews, and sent messages through Moses.  His Word was not personalized to each of them, except for the patriarchs and few other exceptions, yet He showed His love for them by delivering them from the oppressor, then leading them out on a journey to the promised land.  Along the way, He brought them the Law, which was a protocol for holiness.  It wasn’t given to make them feel better about themselves, or to even make them feel closer to God, but to cause them to see how far short they fell from God’s perfection. 

Protocols, even from a God who delivers you, doesn’t feel very loving.  Nor do protocols feel very personal.  Feeling close to God was to experience His care through collective acts of protection from enemies and guidance for their journey via the cloud and the pillar of fire. 

All of that changed when God sent His Son, not to condemn through the likes of the law but to fulfill it.  Jesus came to bring unfailing love and faithfulness.  Love messages would not be written on tablets of stone but on the hearts of men and women, one at a time.  Jesus was to be experienced personally.  A relationship would begin that could be nurtured and deepened.  And once the Holy Spirit came at Pentecost, that relationship become even more intimate than what was possible between two human beings.  There was a palpable internal dwelling of the Spirit of God.

So why would I ever prefer a protocol to a personal experience?  A culture of conduct instead of a friendship with God?  The first forms a religion, the second forms a relationship.

Jesus, you did so much more than bring the forgiveness of sins.  You brought love and faithfulness.  You drew me with cords of love.  Amen

From his abundance we have all received one gracious blessing after another.  John 1:16 NLT

When there is a terrific sale on something popular, it doesn’t take long for the shelves to empty.  When a vaccine is scarce, we are seeing firsthand the long lines of people waiting to get this lifesaving intervention.  But the supply isn’t there yet.  

All things valuable are not available to everyone.  Either money, or accessibility, or supply is limited.  Oh, but not so with who Jesus is and what He offers to anyone who asks.  As much as I might ask for today, I can ask for twice as much tomorrow.  There is no apology needed for whatever large amounts I might need. I am not taking it away from the next person who asks.  I am not draining the One, Jesus, who gives it.  

Jesus is Living Water and He pours out a stream of blessings that flows endlessly.  The tragedy is that this life-giving flow comes to the door of everyone’s heart.  For many reasons, some never open it.  It doesn’t have to be a rejection of Jesus that always keeps these blessings at bay.  It might be a child of God that simply refuses to receive because of a huge sense of unworthiness.  What a tragedy.  

In this time of emotional and physical challenges, and with the time afforded to me to think about things like this particular scripture, it would be so beneficial for me to start making a mental list today of what blessings John might be referring to.  Where I usually start is with the tangible but that would be a mistake.  Jesus has offered me Himself first.  He is the gift.   Here’s the start of my list ~ 

I’m not invisible to Him. 

He looks at me compassionately.

He has mercy on my sin.

He offers forgiveness.

He made me perfect. 

At the mention of His name, He immediately answers ~ ‘Yes, what do you need?’

What a Savior.  What a Savior of abundance. 

You, Jesus, are the Storehouse of blessings.  Amen

He was full of unfailing love and faithfulness.  And we have seen His glory…full of grace and truth.  John 1:14

The better we get to know someone, the more their true self becomes apparent.  Just ask newlyweds who are discovering that the honeymoon is over because their two carnal natures are colliding.  What transpires beyond this point reveals the extent of their character and commitment. 

John knew Jesus well.  He ate with him and lived in His company for three years.  He watched Jesus under stress and beheld Him under the eye of criticism. He saw his responses to false accusations.  He saw the perfect blend of meekness and courage.  The honeymoon stage passed by and John got to know Jesus more and more intimately.  Instead of discovering that He had a carnal nature, he saw example after example of the glory of Jesus’ perfection!  Ah, it is this that makes me run unafraid into a deeper relationship with Him.  I know I won’t ever be disappointed. 

Jesus revealed Himself to us as gracious and truthful.  Having benefitted by both, He sent us out into the world to speak as He did, framing the Gospel message with both grace and truth.  If we weigh in with one more than the other, it’s no longer His Gospel. It certainly doesn’t feel like good news anymore. 

I recall times when I saw grace but no truth.  Sin abounded and compassion excused it.  I also experienced the opposite when truth was declared but it was void of grace.  In that environment, people became the masters of disguise, rarely bearing each other’s burdens for fear of condemnation.  The joy of supporting one another with prayers and tears was missed out on entirely.  

Jesus, my mandate is clear ~ to go forth and gift wrap Your gospel with both grace and truth.  I won’t fail to blend it correctly if Your Spirit fills me. Amen

They are reborn—not with a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan, but a birth that comes from God.  Joh 1:13

Babies are born, more often than not, from moments of human passion and planning.  Reasons for having children may or may not be sound, yet new lives exist as a result of human decisions.  Millions of children are born as a result of a beautiful love story.  But not all.  How many children were born out of selfishness?  How many children were born as an unintended surprise?  How many children were born as a means for one parent to find intimacy with a child instead of a spouse?  How many children were born so that a parent could live a second childhood through them?  Reasons for passion and planning are many.  Some good.  Some bad. 

Not so with God’s passion and God’s planning.  His passion is pure.  His plans are perfect.  His love for those He creates begins before their conception.  His plans for them are already in stone.  His heart for them will not depend on perfect behavior.  His plans will not be thwarted by their sinfulness.

Many are asking today, “Why did God choose me?  I’m so unworthy.”  There’s wonder and awe in the answer to that question because no spiritual re-birth happens without love being extended with great passion.  Spiritual birth happens after a divine wooing that was planned long ago with great precision.  Does this not offer each of us the best security?  Our first birth was not a mistake.  Our second birth was not a mistake.  Let me speak one on one in your ear. 

You were created in your mother’s womb by God.  By Yahweh.  He does all things well. 

You were re-born by the Word and Spirit by God, through Jesus.  He does all things well.  

You were loved before you knew Him.  You are loved now.  He had plans for your life before you embraced them.  He has plans for you now no matter how impossible it appears.  While flawed humanity had a part in shaping our early years, a holy God started a re-parenting process with you at your new birth.  You do not need to be afraid of Him making mistakes.  He is perfect.  You are secure.  Nothing and no one can wreck it.

For every single person holding their breath in uncertainty right now, hug them tighter and tell them they can exhale with great confidence in You.  You are still the passionate author of tomorrow.  Amen

But to all who believed him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God.  John 1:12

It really is pretty simple.  Believe Jesus claims, then personalize the truth of who He is, and you have the right to become a child of God.  Believing His claims is not enough.  Making them your own proves acceptance.  

• I believe Jesus is God.  And if He is God, then everything He does and says becomes of paramount importance.  
• I believe Jesus is the Truth.  And if He is the Truth, there is no room for any argument.  Whatever He says is the way things are.  I am who He says I am.  He is who He says He is.  No identity apart from the one He has spoken over me is valid. 
• I believe Jesus is the Way to the Father.  And if He is the way, it is an exclusive way.  There are no other gods, no other ways, and I accept this or perish.  
• I believe Jesus is the Savior.  And if He is the Savior, then I need saving.  I own my sin and then embrace His sacrifice for myself.  
• I believe Jesus is the Lord.  And if He is the Lord, then I am not. I give up all rights to autonomy, not for a day or a year, but forever.

Ah, so simple a message.  Believe, act on it, and live forever.  

You made it easy enough for a child.  You made it hard, impossible for those with pride and fragile egos.  How we need Your Spirit’s grace to bow in humility.  Even today.  Amen