He Sat Down To Rest

Who is to condemn?  Christ Jesus is the one who died – more than that, who was raised – who is at the right hand of God, who indeed in interceding for us.  Romans 8:34

These are Paul’s words for any child of God who doubts that they are really God’s children.  Is that you?  Maybe the severity of your sins makes you doubt.  Or, maybe you are in a spiritual desert and your experience of Christ is absent.

If you once came to Calvary, acknowledged your sin, asked God to save you ~ and then embraced Jesus to the point that you became His disciple for life ~ you are His child.  No sin can ever condemn you.  No spiritual desert can erase your place in God’s heart and His future kingdom.  Why?  Jesus died for your sin.  Jesus rose again and proved that He was the Christ and His atonement was valid.  Jesus is now seated at the right hand of God and His ‘sitting’ position means He finished what He came to earth to do.  His work of atonement is completed and nothing can undo that.

The priests in the Old Testament never finished their work.  Day after day, and year after year, they labored to perform their religious duties, even performing the same sacrifices over and over again because the Lamb of God had not yet come.  There were no chairs in the Jewish temple, no sitting.  Only working.

Many scriptures reveal that once Jesus ascended to His Father, God gave Him the seat of honor and glorified Him.  Jesus finally sat down and rested.  His seated position proves his statement from the cross when He said, “It is finished.”  He is resting just as God rested after the seven days of creation.  His work, then, was also finished.

I know that I belong to Jesus, now and forever, because He is seated at God’s right hand.  His work on my behalf was completed on a cross, was proven by an empty grave, and is now reinforced by his seated position.  I do not miss the power of this subtlety.  If my sin were not forgiven, if I was not justified and perfect in His sight, Jesus would still be working.

Everything that you did for me is completed.  The legal judgment of ‘not guilty anymore’ was rendered at the cross.  Nothing, not even my greatest failure, can undo that.  You are resting so I can rest in my salvation.  Amen

When God Withholds

He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will be not also with him graciously give us all things?  Romans 8:32

Do I believe that God is gracious and that his generosity has no limits whatsoever?  While I may know that God gave me what was most precious to Him, His only Son, I can still believe that God is a withholder.  When I perceive there’s something I really need and God fails to provide it, I can question His generosity.  Yes, God gave His Son but perhaps that’s all He ever wanted to give to me. Am I presumptuous to ask for something in addition to my salvation?

Complicating this is the fact that I often ask for what is not good for me.  I don’t know that at the time that I ask for it, but God does.  He says ‘no’ and it can feel cruel.  In my 60+ years of living with Jesus, there are things I have begged God for.  He took nearly 30 years to grant one of them.  When He did, His glorious light broke through brilliantly.  Only in hindsight can I see that He was gracious when He withheld.  This review strengthens me for the next battle of faith.

Each of us has unanswered prayers.  God’s generosity is perhaps in question.  As one who has survived some dark nights and enjoyed some brilliant spiritual mornings, let me put my arm around you and encourage you by telling you that God is passionate about you and what you need.  Whatever He gives, or withholds, His generosity is still in motion.  He longs to be gracious to you and is, in fact, doing so at this very moment.

Be careful that an enemy who preys on the vulnerable does not extinguish your faith.  Decisions made in pain are usually bad ones. Satan knows that and will suggest that God is mutinous when it appears you have solid proof of it.  God’s character is not changed by circumstances or my accusations.

Nothing is too much to ask of God.  Ask.  And while you wait, know that extravagant grace is crafting your answer and your provision.

In a world that gives its sons and daughters away carelessly, you gave your Son, the One most precious to you.  I pray this assurance goes deep into my heart.  Amen

It’s No Contest!

What then shall we say to these things?  If God is for us, who can be against us?”  Romans 8:31

Who is against me?  The enemies of Christ – which are the world, the flesh and the devil.  All three appear formidable.

I am valued by God.  He has given me gifts to use.  Yet real enemies in the form of the world, flesh, and devil undermine me on a daily basis.  I am caused to question my value and my gifts are ridiculed, minimized, or ignored.  Can they defeat God’s purposes for my life?  Sometimes it appears that they do and if I doubt God’s power, I fear that they are winning.

The world (who rejects Christ) is also against me because I love the One they stand against.  Those who are really offended by Him are also afraid or offended by me.  I have extended family members, still unbelievers, who bristle at any mention of Christ.  When with them, there are no questions asked about Daughters of Promise, my work, my heart, and what I may be reading or learning.  I can be loving and attentive to them and their needs but Christ stands between us no matter how gracious I may be.

The flesh is also my enemy; the flesh in me and the flesh in God’s other children.  When I love what God hates and want my own way, my own flesh becomes the enemy to God’s best plans for my life.  When others love what God hates and want their own way, their flesh becomes the enemy to God’s best plans too.  Many churches have attempted to destroy a righteous man because their flesh took over.

The devil is also my enemy.  He is a scheme-weaver; ever busy trying to undo the potential of God’s children at work for the kingdom.

If I take the world, flesh, and devil and put them all together – and weigh them against the person and power of God, there is no contest.  If I ever feel that people have destroyed my life or have ultimately kept me from God’s purposes, I can rise up to hear good news today.  Nothing and no one can win against God’s sovereign purposes for my life.  If I am following Christ, am prayerful and trusting, even the greatest setback is not going to ruin my future.  Though it appears like I have been defeated, God is working behind the scenes to accomplish what I was born to do.

When Satan wages his best, thinks he’s succeeded and dusts his hands off and declares, “That’s that!” ~ I can know that God is preparing a word, an intervention, and a series of events that will bring a stunning new reality into view.   I remember that the cross appeared to be Satan’s greatest moment of victory.  In reality, the cross was God’s idea and Satan was a pawn in the greater plot of redemption.

I rest in the cradle of your power.  Amen

We Just Aren’t Naturally Attracted

And those whom he predestined he also called.  Romans 8:30a

I do believe in predestination but not in limited atonement.  Christ’s death on the cross was for everyone.  The call is universal and it is sounded out to all men and women.  Jesus showed us the way to heaven, revealed that He is the door, and then announced that He is the Light of the world, but men have always loved darkness rather than light.  Instead of the Light being attractive, we are repelled by it.  Christ is just not desirable to us.  His light is too bright and we shield our eyes from His brilliance and turn away.

So, who will believe if all people love darkness?  The ones God specifically calls; the ones whose eyes are opened to see His glory.  Ah, this call is personal.  This call came to us by name.

Whenever God speaks a word, it is effective.

God spoke a Word and this dead planet began to pulsate with life.  What once looked like Mars began to grow green.

God spoke a Word to a dead man, a decaying man, wrapped up like a mummy, and this man came to life.  His body regenerated.  “Lazarus, come forth!” was the call.  God’s Word produced life out of death.

God spoke a Word, called my name, and I was awakened out of spiritual death.  The call prompted me to turn and look into the face of Christ.  I understood His message of salvation and believed.  If He hadn’t spoken to me and opened my eyes, I would have continued on my death march.

Nobody knows whom God will call.  Because of that, my heart reaches out to God in prayer for those who haven’t yet heard their name spoken by God.  Now, Christ is still unattractive to them, even repulsive. Once God calls their name, they will never be the same.

The call is powerful like an exposing.  It transformed a brutal murderer into a zealot.  The Damascus road was the place it happened.  Paul was the man.   I know this transformation, too.  Don’t you?  The longer I live near Jesus and soak in His Words, the more I cease to know the old me.  You’ll never know how many times I read old journals and respond out loud, “What was your problem, Christine?” 

The call is to a new life.  Run, don’t walk, to Calvary if you are hearing your name whispered in your soul.

Oh, always speak, Lord.  I love how You speak to me.  Amen

What Is Really Promised Here?

Under what conditions could I say to someone who hurt me, “Don’t be upset with yourself because you hurt me. God’s wonderful plan eclipses all of it.” Oftentimes, I can see some good that God has brought out of brokenness but I still want the one who inflicted harm to remember and live in regret!  Joseph, though, had a kind of mercy that wanted his offenders to know joy after remorse.   (And remember that Joseph first tested them to know if remorse was present.)

Perhaps I don’t really understand what it means when God promises that all things will work together for my good. My good is supposed to be synonymous with His good. I have been called according to His purpose. Joseph wasn’t brought to power to compensate for the pain he suffered. The story wasn’t about Joseph but about God’s plan to save His people. Joseph was privileged to play a part in God’s redemptive story. Joseph’s goal was not to receive validation from old family biases.

I am considering the largest wounds of my life. I can think of two. Has God worked things together for good? Yes. But have I interpreted Romans 8:28 to include my own vindication? Or, do I see that the wounds I sustained were for God to bring about a larger plan of redemption?  I can edify the church.  I can bring wisdom to the next generation in my family so they can secure their spiritual calling. The possibilities are limitless for what ‘called according to His purpose’ means.

I must love God more than myself. I must realize that I’m not the point of my own story. I will wait forever to see things work together for good if I think God is going to reward me now for what I’ve suffered, if I believe that God is going let me see justice now for the evil done against me, and/or if I feel entitled to vindication now. Today, yet again, I offer Him my story for inclusion into the narrative of the kingdom.

The miracle of Joseph’s story was not that he was promoted to power in Egypt. It was the stunning work of grace, humility, and wisdom brought about as he waited for redemption. Not visible to human eyes, Joseph and God dialogued, wrestled, communed, and birthed a faith that not only forgave a family of wrongdoing but also made it possible for them to live in the joy of God’s extravagant mercy.

In whatever ways my perspective needs more truth, bind my mind to Yours, Lord. Amen

The Infamous Verse

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are call according to his purpose.  For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son.  Romans 8:28-29

There are unfortunate misrepresentations of this verse. Mostly, it’s used as a glib cliché, handed out like an adult might hand out penny candy to placate a whiny child.

This promise is a gem but because of its misuse, I feel a negative impact as soon as I hear the reference.  I don’t even need to hear it recited to feel the dread. Isn’t it time to lift the real message high?

The ‘good’ Paul describes does not mean that all will be made right and fair in my lifetime.  The ‘good’ is what the next verse addresses, that God will work all things; evil, sickness, and failure to conform me to the image of His Son.  I miss that entirely when I don’t read on in the text.

In my experience, these are a few examples of how Romans 8:28 is dispensed as spiritual medicine.

  • Have you been betrayed and have you suffered unfairly?  God will make it up to you by exalting you and dealing with your enemies here and now.
  • Have you lost your job?  God will advance you and give you a better one with higher pay.

Oftentimes, God does advance His children through the path of adversity.  Look at the life of Joseph.  But when I quote this verse to someone who is experiencing hardship, I am really telling them this ~  “If you love God, God will use this ‘crushing thing’ to make you more like Jesus.”  Do I really want to say this to someone who is hurting?  This is almost an insult.  My inference is that they are not like Jesus so this misery is being used to shape them up.

Romans 8:28-29 is a beautiful promise but a personal one.   They are words  to treasure but few are the friends who can quote them to me when I’m  down.  It may be just one or two kindred spirits who have gained this kind of credibility.

I do want to be like Jesus.  I am more motivated to see my suffering as something that will help me think and feel like Him and live a life that will glorify His father in good times and bad times.  That desire changes the face of all my adversities even while I’m weeping.

Thank you for bringing something beautiful out of ugliness, even if it’s the transformation of my own countenance.  Amen

Save

What Do You Dare Hope For?

For in this hope we were saved.  Now hope that is seen is not hope.  For who hopes for what he sees?  But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.  Romans 8:24-25

Those who live without Jesus hope for things they cannot see and have no assurance of ever getting.  “I hope I get picked for the team.”  “I hope things work out okay.”  “I hope I will be loved today.”  These are uncertain.  It has been said that a seven-year-old child has already learned whether or not to dream.  To the degree he has been disappointed in life, his courage to hope is compromised.

Children of God also hope for things they cannot see but what they hope for already exists.  They have a Father who has promised it.  They hope for heaven; knowing it will be there when they take their first gasp of celestial air.  They hope for deliverance; knowing that there will be one whether on earth or in heaven.  They hope for healing; knowing that the Healer is vested in them and will provide it.  They hope for redemption; knowing that no pain is ever wasted.  Why?  God said so.

Waiting patiently is not passive but pro-active.  In order to keep hope alive (and keep the lies of hopelessness at bay), I must be reviewing the promises of my Father.  I read the stories of my spiritual ancestors and their similar dark times in order to be reminded how God was faithful.  I find scriptural promises that relate to my struggle and live in the hope of them, knowing that promises are a sure thing because of “who” it is that made them.  I hang those promises on my mirror, on my walls, and post them in a prominent place in my car.  This is the fight for faith.

Loss, grief, betrayal…these all visit the lives of Christians and non-Christians alike.  Though weeping visits us all, the nature of our tears differs greatly.  The laments of God’s children are temporary and though they cry, they cling to the robes of their Prophet King and recite the promises of His good will.  Resolution of the heavenly kind is just around the corner.

If I harbor disappointment today in any area of my life, it is only because my deliverance has not yet come.  I know it will and my hope is sure in You.  Give me grace while I wait.  Give me strength to fight for my faith by speaking Your Word to the lies of my own soul.  Amen

Not Your Normal List

For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now.  Romans 8:22

 One thing I have loved about sheltering in place is the opportunity our family has had to hang out.  Our lives have slowed to a turtle’s pace.  So has yours.

My daughter, Jaime, and I hang out a few afternoons every week and talk on my porch over coffee.  One of the most poignant conversations happened recently and it centered around the implications of the Fall and how creation groans.

Typically, when we think of the effects of the Fall, we think of big things.  Pain of childbirth, plagues, destructive weather, disease, rape, murder, etc.  What struck us in our sharing was that there is a more subtle list.  I’ll start it below:

  • As an infant, you were lying in your bassinette.  It was 2:00 a.m. and you woke up hungry.  You started to cry.  Your tired mother was exasperated. “No, you can’t need to eat again!”   What is that?   The Fall.
  • In Kindergarten, there is whispering among a group of girls about the outfit you’re wearing.  There is shame and uncertainty.  What is that?   The Fall.
  • You’re doing your homework.  Your parents are in the middle of something, but you need their help for one of your math problems.  They are irked at the interruption.  “Good grief!  Can’t you figure it out yourself?”  What is that?   The Fall. 
  • Your arms, legs, and face sting from bad sunburn.  What is that?   The Fall.
  • You feel uneasy and spend time driving around the block to find a parking space that is better lit with streetlamps.  What is that?   The Fall.
  • You wake up and wish you felt like you did yesterday.  The energy is gone and you know you’ll have to push to get through your day.  What is that?   The Fall.

Why make a list like this?  I can tell you that it’s been very meaningful.  We know that God will wipe away all tears, that He will eradicate all disease, and that we will dwell in safety.  But how about the redemption of little things!  There will be no more exasperated loved ones who tire of our needs.  There will be no more inflicted shame by friends and acquaintances.  There will be no more days of feeling the pressure of physical limits.

And how about the biggest pain we feel?  The longing to be with God, in the presence of perfect Love.  That ache will be satisfied when our separation is over.  We will be permanently home.  Safe.  Loved.  Glorified.  Full of joy.  Looking into the face of the One we have loved, but not yet seen.

I’ve underestimated what you will restore and make new.  Let me imagine with the wonder of a child.  Amen

Winter Of The Soul

For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God.  Romans 8: 20-21

In The Lion, Witch, and Wardrobe, Narnia was under the control of the wicked witch of the North and the land suffered from a state of perpetual winter.  Spring never arrived until Aslan died and rose again.  Finally, the ice of winter melted and eternal spring was brought into existence. 

Plants, animals, and even the hidden life of our planet were subjected to futility at the Fall.  We are not alone in longing for freedom from corruption. Earth, in this present state, is cursed. Each of us feels the ‘winter of the soul’ in different ways and in varying degrees. 

Some of God’s choicest servants knew little external joy.  Ruth, King David, and Job; they knew periods of depression, persecution, serious illness – these very things have visited most of the heroes of our faith down through the ages.  In what seemed like perpetual ‘winter’ however, they were not deceived.  None of them ultimately believed that their suffering was an expression of God’s disfavor.  They understood that this was just ‘life’ here on earth.  God subjected the earth to this state of decay and one day He would make it right again.

The Spring of Eden is on the horizon.  Our momentary afflictions (and yes – they can be crushing) are blinks in the context of eternity.  We lament like the Psalmists because winter affects us! But Jesus comes with power to deliver us. Though externally oppressed, internally, we live without eyes toward the kingdom, beholding it with great joy and hope. One day, what our eyes currently see and what our spirit currently experiences will be one and the same. Some of those we have loved the most already live there!

You cursed this earth it and You will deliver it. You also cursed mankind but not without a cure. You came and were cursed for us and to offer us restoration. Let this good news touch the lives of those who only know winter.   Let them see Your face in my joy. Amen

Wordless

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.  Romans 8:18

I was so moved this morning by a C.S. Lewis quote from his book, Weight of Glory.  He defines glory as ‘a longing for something that can hardly be expressed.’ 

“Suffering has the power to render a person speechless.  Glory has the same power.  We want something deep in our souls but we know it’s not available to us yet. We are to shine as the sun, we are to be given the Morning Star. I think I begin to see what it means. In one way, of course, God has given us the Morning Star already; you can go and enjoy the gift on many fine mornings, if you get up early enough. What more, you may ask, do we want? Ah, but we want so much more—something the books on aesthetics take little notice of. But the poets and mythologies know all about it. We do not want merely to see beauty, though, God knows, even that is bounty enough. We want something else which can hardly be put into words—to be united with the beauty we see, to pass into it, to receive it into ourselves, to bathe in it, to become part of it.

That is why the poets tell us such lovely falsehoods. They talk as if the west wind could really sweep into a human soul; but we know it can’t. They tell us that “beauty born of murmuring sound” will pass into a human face; but we know it won’t. At least, not yet. God will one day give us the Morning Star and cause us to put on the splendor of the sun.

At present we are on the outside of the world we belong to; we’re on the dark side of the door. The leaves of the Old and New Testaments are rustling with the rumors that it will not always be so. Some day, God willing, we shall get in.” C.S. Lewis WEIGHT OF GLORY

For any of you who are crushed beneath the weight of pain and words are not adequate to paint the anguish you experience, the same wordlessness will visit you again one day – but it will be the inadequacy to speak of glory, not suffering.  That is our hope and sustaining grace.

I am often like a fussy child not knowing what I want but hating how I feel.  You know what I want, You and Your kingdom and the restoration of paradise. Fill my heart with the hope of glory.  Amen