Can I Really Pray This Prayer?

Let the insolent be put to shame, because they have wronged me with falsehood; as for me, I will meditate on your precepts.  Psalm 119:78

There are those who have it in for one of God’s servants.  They will misconstrue what he says, find ways to make him look bad to others and envy his joy.  When he enters a season of God-appointed suffering, there will be private rejoicing in the house of his adversary.

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Can I Trust God With My Child?

         When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.  Psalm 56:3

         We can watch our children suffer from many causes.  They may get sick just because we live in a fallen world.  They may groan under the consequences of their own choices.  If they have followed the call of God on their lives, we will see their faith tested.  Perhaps we’ve walked a similar road and we know how crushing testing can be.  There will be moments when we cry out, “Lord, it’s hard to trust You with my child.  Please strengthen my faith!”

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         As I watch my child come to the end of their resources as Jesus did in the desert of His testing, I will do about anything to end their torment.  But the worst part of divine shaping is not the physical pain but spiritual anguish.  To see childlike faith crack into pieces rocks a parent’s heart.  I stay on my knees and ask God to preserve my child’s confidence in His love and promises.

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Patience. The Virtue of a Fool?

Wait for the Lord and keep his way, and he will exalt you to inherit the land; you will look on when the wicked are cut off.  Psalm 37:34

In the midst of desert experiences, the call to wait on the Lord can sound hollow.  I want to know how long suffering is going to last?  King David doesn’t throw out this challenge without personal experience.  He had to wait over a decade to inherit his kingdom and had to also wait to see God’s purposes come to pass against his enemies.

James calls me to remember the prophets.  As an example of suffering and patience, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord.  James 5:10   Abraham received a promise but he never saw it fulfilled in his lifetime.  Knowing that, would I ever say, “What a fool!”  Instead, his faith inspires me.  He believed that endurance would yield a nation, even if on the other side of his own death.

What about a parent who prays for a lifetime for the spiritual return of a child?  Fifty years of praying amidst little encouragement can appear to be futile. Yet, when that child returns to God, yet when that child comes to Christ, would they say that their patience in prayer was wasted? Continue reading “Patience. The Virtue of a Fool?”

Living Amidst Hostility

 The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?  The Lord is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid?  Psalm 27:1

         Many have prayed for the will of God, followed His voice, and experienced complete disillusionment when they found themselves in hostile surroundings.  They blame God for being unloving or they blame themselves for being poor listeners.  Hostility within the will of God is common and should not surprise God’s children.

         Some years back, our family lived in a hostile environment.  We begged, daily, for release.  We were willing to move anywhere and do anything to escape our surroundings.  Surely, we reasoned, God wouldn’t want for us to endure such a place.  Yet, every request for a move away was met by the silence of God.  Continue reading “Living Amidst Hostility”

Crying Out Is a Holy Expression of Faith

I cried to him with my mouth, and high praise was on my tongue.  Psalm 66:17

         There are many times I don’t know how to pray because I don’t know what God’s purposes are for a certain situation.  If I know I’m going to lose my job, do I bear down in prayer to keep it, or do I just assume God is using that loss to lead me somewhere else?  If I’m experiencing a tragedy, do I ask God to take it away or do I assume that, like Job, God has ordained this chain of events to further His glory in some way?

This is where a prayer life gets stuck.  I don’t know what to pray for because I don’t know the will of God.  Because I don’t know, I can abandon prayer altogether.  That would be, and has been for me, a mistake.  Continue reading “Crying Out Is a Holy Expression of Faith”

Empowering Your Personal Mission

The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me. Psalm 138:8
         When God chose to birth Daughters of Promise through me, I was sure He picked the wrong birth mother.  He gave me a mission that immediately exposed my sense of inadequacy.  I knew I lacked the wisdom and skill that the calling required.
         I felt like Moses who, after God gave him his orders, reminded God that he was not eloquent. He felt that one fact alone disqualified him. In response, God asked him one simple question. “Who made your mouth? I will be with your mouth and teach you what you are to say.” When Moses’ objections ceased and it became evident that he would indeed obey, I wonder if God sat on the edge of His seat, anxious for show to begin. He knew what Moses would accomplish with His power behind Moses’ efforts. He had already planned the future and written the last chapter of Moses’ life.  The Trinity had already thrown a party over the parting of the Red Sea.
         I am continually comforted by the truth that God is not wringing His hands in despair over any of the things that rob me of peace. Why should I worry about anything in 2016 since my life is in His hands? God’s wisdom has already conceived a solution to every single thing that troubles me today, every single thing that He has called me to do.  It it were not overwhelming, it wouldn’t be God’s mission.
        As I watch the parade of my life, I only see what passes in front of me. From this vantage point, it’s easy to despair because I can’t see what’s coming nor how long it will be until the end comes my way. God looks down, however, and views the beginning and the end of the procession. He not only knows tomorrow’s challenges but also has already made provision for the answers. He is a King who rules with kindness.
My inadequacy is irrelevant. I rest in anticipation of Your provision, God. Amen