God’s Favor Returned

When (Naomi) heard that the LORD had come to the aid of His people in Judah by providing food for them, she prepared to go home. Ruth 1:6

The land of Canaan had fallen into spiritual darkness. God’s people had forsaken the faith of their fathers, choosing instead the barren path of disobedience. And God, in His righteousness, allowed them to taste the consequences of their sin.

Famine was one of His judgments—measured, purposeful, and meant to awaken hearts that had grown dull. It was that famine that drove Naomi and her family to Moab years earlier. But now, news reached her that bread once again filled the fields of Judah. God was moving among His people, pouring out blessing and favor not because they deserved it, but because His mercy had triumphed over judgment.

How unlike God we often are. Human nature clings to its grudges and keeps score. There are some offenses others will never release, some mistakes for which no door of grace reopens. Cross another person the wrong way, and reconciliation may never come. Forgiveness is withheld, peace postponed until their heart finally softens. Even the church, at times, mirrors this hardness—marking people by their past and quietly reminding them where they came from.

But God is not like us. When I sin, His presence feels distant—not because He has turned away in disgust, but because He is inviting me to turn back in humility. His discipline is never cruel. It is not punishment for punishment’s sake, but a holy kindness meant to restore what rebellion has broken. He is not vindictive, nor does He wound to make me pay. Every act of correction carries purpose: to bring me home.

Lord, thank You that Your mercy always finds me before judgment does. When I wander, do not let shame keep me from coming home. Amen

Compromise and Consequences

They married Moabite women, one named Orpah and the other Ruth. After they had lived there about ten years, both Mahlon and Kilion also died, and Naomi was left without her two sons and her husband. Ruth 1: 4-5

Naomi’s story seems to unravel with sorrow upon sorrow. First, after moving to a strange land, she became a widow. In her grief, she transferred her security to her two married sons. But after ten fleeting years, they too were taken, leaving her isolated and vulnerable. Only two daughters-in-law remained beside her. Though her husband’s initial concern for his family’s welfare had been commendable, he compromised their overall well-being by moving them to a place God said was prohibited. Once there, temptation bloomed, and his sons joined themselves to foreign wives.

This was the family’s second compromise. The Chaldee, the language used by sacred writers of certain portions of the Old Testament, suggests that their untimely deaths were the direct harvest of disobedience.

Compromise always bears fruit, and its bitter taste lingers. I cannot read Naomi’s story without recognizing my own. Each time I aligned myself with unholy partnerships, the fallout returned to haunt me.

*I agreed to co-write pieces of music with people I was at odds with spiritually. Songs emerged from our collaboration that I felt pressured to record.

*I signed contracts with companies, though I had serious misgivings. Those alliances birthed endless stalemates, breeding frustration rather than creativity.

*I listened to unstable voices in seasons when God’s way seemed too strange, too slow. I set aside His whisper for the counsel that thundered louder. Those choices left aftertastes I still recoil from.

Holy alliances are worth the wait. Today I seek counsel differently. I do value feedback from experts in their field but I also turn to fellow contemplatives—souls who hear God clearly and deeply. Honoring His ways, even when they stretch me, has already spared me needless pain. I move forward with a surer step, clothed not in fear of the next consequence, but in confidence that His alliances bring both peace and fruit that will endure.

Guard my steps from unholy alliances, and give me courage to trust Your strange and narrow way. Amen

Led Into Nothingness

Now Elimelech, Naomi’s husband, died, and she was left with her two sons. Ruth 1:3

Naomi followed her husband to Moab with their two sons. Not long after, death stole him away, leaving her in a foreign land with only her boys. She was far from home, cut off from family, and surrounded by strangers. Death is always a mountain to climb, and its grip feels colder when no hand is there to steady you. Naomi was alone.

I know what it is to follow someone’s lead and end up stranded in a barren place. To defer, only to discover that another’s choice has carried me into storm and shipwreck. When the path bends toward loss, bitterness whispers: “Look what you’ve done to me.” Shame echoes back in self-talk: “How foolish I was to trust.” Did Naomi wrestle with such thoughts? Scripture is silent. But human hearts are not and I am well acquainted.

You and I both have scars from trusting when we should not have. If life offered a rewind, we would choose differently. Yet here is hope: God is never stranded when we are stranded. He is not bound to a single road. He builds highways in wastelands, carves paths through thorns, and surprises us with streams of water in the desert. What feels like the end of the story is often only the beginning of His.

When I see no way of escape, my eyesight is simply limited. You will not only lead me out, but whisper wisdom in my ears while on the journey. Thank You, my Lord. Amen

Uprooted and Disoriented

In the days when the judges ruled, there was a famine in the land, and a man from Bethlehem in Judah, together with his wife and two sons, went to live for a while in the country of Moab. The man’s name was Elimelech, his wife’s name Naomi. Ruth 1:1,2

After Israel entered the Promised Land, they settled into ease. A new generation was born, one that had never trudged the desert, never known hunger or battle. They lived in comfort—but they did not know the Lord. The miracles that carried their fathers through wilderness and war faded into distant memory. The landscape of faith grew barren. Israel plunged headlong into three hundred years of spiritual night.

It is here, in this backdrop of silence and famine, that Elimelech and Naomi’s story begins. Bethlehem—the house of bread—was emptied of bread. Hunger drove them into Moab, a land God had forbidden. They left searching for fullness, but found only sorrow. Tragedy met them in that foreign place, and their losses would become the dark soil out of which God would one day bring redemption.

God had led them into a hallway of transition. Behind them the door of familiarity closed; before them, another door flickered faintly with light, though the distance was shadowed and uncertain. They stood in the in-between—disoriented, fearful, stripped of control. For Naomi, it would be a season of bitterness, instability, and grief. Yet in that darkness, God was at work. What seemed like silence was preparation. What felt like loss was making room for joy.

I have walked that hallway, too. When the props I leaned on collapsed, when fear froze me in place, I had nowhere to turn but God. And in the dark, He spoke. He untangled lies I had believed, revealed the fault lines in my faith, and rewrote the hidden scripts of my heart. A hallway is not wasted wilderness. It is holy ground—if we let God meet us there. For Naomi it was. For me it was. And for anyone who dares to stay and not run, it still can be.

I needed the dark to see my need for You. Loving Father, Your ways, though they looked severe, were most kind. Amen

THE BOOK OF RUTH

In the days when the judges ruled, there was a famine in the land, and a man from Bethlehem in Judah, together with his wife and two sons, went to live for a while in the country of Moab. Ruth 1:1

Canaan—the land once flowing with milk and honey—no longer bore the marks of abundance. Bethlehem—the “house of bread”—stood empty of bread. What had been promised as a place of blessing now throbbed with barrenness. God had long warned His covenant people of this very outcome: disobedience would drain the land of its bounty. The soil would be iron beneath their feet, the trees withholding their fruit, their strength spent in futility. His word was unmistakable: “If you remain hostile toward me and refuse to listen, I will multiply your afflictions seven times over, as your sins deserve.” (Leviticus 26:20–21).

At first glance, Elimelech’s decision seems noble—a father providing for his family by leading them to food in a neighboring land. But the question pierces: should he ever have left Canaan? The famine was not merely an agricultural crisis; it was a divine summons to repentance. To abandon Canaan was to abandon the very place God had commanded His people to dwell. Moab was no refuge—it was forbidden ground. Rather than turning his heart toward Yahweh in repentance, Elimelech fled. Rather than trusting the God who could restore bread to Bethlehem, he transplanted his family into the land of idols.

Running never solves the fire of God’s refining. Unresolved issues follow us into every new place. When anger blazes, the answer is not escape but surrender—asking God to uncover its roots. When grief feels unbearable, the answer is not suppression but pouring it out before Him. When addiction clutches hardest, the answer is not distraction but facing the deep hunger beneath and yielding it to the Lord. Flight only multiplies the weight of our struggles. Ask Jonah—Moab is no hiding place.

Today remains the day of salvation. God, in His mercy, restrains judgment again and again, longing for His people to turn and live. He does not delight in famine or affliction but aches for us to repent, so He may pour out the blessings He has stored up. His discipline is never for our destruction, but always a summons home.

Frantic activity can often hide issues I’m afraid to look at, Father. I will be still to hear You speak. Amen

Don’t Miss a Crumb

When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, “Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted.” So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten. John 6:12-13

Jesus fed a crowd of 5,000 with one boy’s lunch.  Not scraps. Not rations. A complete meal.  If each person had been given a single bite, it would have been a miracle. But this is the Kingdom: not survival, but overflow. I realize from John’s account that there was food left over!

When the multitude had eaten their fill, Jesus turned to His disciples and said, “Gather the pieces.” He would not allow abundance to become waste. Extravagance had been poured out, yet stewardship still mattered. Twelve baskets brimmed with what had been “leftovers”—enough to feed the very disciples who had served, and perhaps had not yet eaten themselves. This comforts me deeply. It tells me that every child of God who pours themselves out for others will also be filled. You cannot outgive God.

But there’s more here than bread and fish. There is a metaphor for the kingdom of God. Often, as it is in the physical, so it is in the spiritual. When I am fed by God’s Spirit and feel satisfied, could there still be more nourishment than I can see? I believe there is.  Here’s how I can discover it: I return to the last time God let me feast at His table. I call back the moments when His Word illuminated my soul, when His presence left me trembling. Then I retrace my steps. I invite the Holy Spirit to “gather the pieces”—to collect the fragments of truth I may have missed. This may mean revisiting a journal entry, listening again to an old sermon, or re-reading a passage of Scripture where my notes still whisper His voice. In the kingdom, nothing is wasted. “There’s more food than you thought,” God says to me.

Wherever He takes us today in review, may we find that Scripture is a many-faceted jewel. Each time we lift its stories into the Light, they catch fire and glisten, revealing new depths of God’s heart. He extracts mileage from everything—even a boy’s simple lunch of fish and bread.

Lord, do not let me waste Your food. Your touch always runs deeper, wider, and stronger than I realize. Feed me again from Your leftover manna.  Amen

Mirror, Mirror On The Wall

So also the tongue is a small member, yet it boasts of great things. How great a forest is set ablaze by such a small fire!       James 3:5

I don’t know anyone who respects a bragger. Whether a politician or a family member, the audience rolls their eyes. The boaster really believes that telling his stories will impress people. It does the opposite.

My roots go back to a small New England town. In that town of 1200, there lived a man named Louie. He was a family acquaintance; in fact, we grew up thinking he was family because my aunt and uncle took him in when he was thirty and he never left.  He was present at every family event.  Louie amassed a small fortune at others’ expense, and money and power were his gods. He won a local election that made him the town’s supervisor, and his ego grew to epic proportions. I grew up hearing him boast of his political victories.

Not surprisingly, Louie assessed a person’s worth by how much they loved him! If he was fawned over, he returned it with a buttery kind of speech that would make most people blush. Cross him, however, and you become an enemy. He was a narcissist. Ethically, he was bankrupt, and morally, he was dangerous.

In the end, he was ill, weak, and vulnerable. Those who surrounded him were scavengers, out to benefit from his will and estate. He could trust none of them. Those who clamored for his riches massaged his ego. What he had spent a lifetime building was ultimately left to two con artists, who spent all that he had left them in three years. Today, these two women are poor and worse off than before taking part in their get-rich schemes.

The man of integrity walks securely, but he who makes his ways crooked will be found out. It’s a Proverb worth remembering. Those who walk the crooked path will be exposed. Hidden sin has a way of surfacing, and dishonesty ultimately unravels. Integrity may not always look glamorous, but it is the only path that leads to lasting peace and honor.

Remove the anxiety of hidden things, and replace it with the deep security of a clean heart. Give me the peace that comes when I have nothing to hide. Amen

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Charlie Kirk – A Spokesman Amidst Chaos and Darkness

The word of the Lord came to Hosea and said, “Go, take for yourself a wife of harlotry, and have children of harlotry, for the land commits flagrant harlotry, forsaking the Lord”. Hosea 1:2

During Hosea’s childhood, he witnessed things children should never see. The nation of Israel worshiped pagan deities of the Canaanites. Rampant within their religious festivals were perverted sexual practices, mythology and magic, and alcoholism. It was a dark and dangerous world for innocence to grow.

God is faithful to call out prophets in the worst of times. Like a Charlie Kirk.  He perceives those who have a heart bent toward Him and who have gift for the exposition of truth in culture-current ways. Hosea was chosen, and just as other prophets before him were asked to do difficult things, Hosea was told by God to marry a woman who would eventually prove unfaithful to him. She would become a prostitute. God was going to use this story as a metaphor, a window into God’s own anguish over a faithless people. He would speak with the authority of one who knew betrayal firsthand, pleading with Israel to come home to the love they had forsaken.

Hosea’s marriage became a sermon written in flesh and blood. He lived in a glass house, his pain exposed before a watching world. Yet his sacrifice of privacy became the canvas on which God painted His relentless grace. The message was unmistakable: even when we wander, God does not simply let us go. He pursues. He disciplines. He woos. He never stops pointing us back to the path of return.

Charlie Kirk’s life, in its own way, has been a modern-day parable. He and Erika have lived before the watching eyes of a nation, their private lives laid bare. The cost has been immense, but their openness has become the stage for God’s greater story. Through Charlie, the Gospel has been declared to a culture teetering on the cliff of godlessness. And though Charlie’s voice has now been silenced, his impact thunders on. God is not finished—He is raising up an army of truth-tellers, men and women unashamed to snatch souls from the fire. Revival is not a distant hope; it is within reach.

Do you grieve for someone you love who is resisting God’s embrace? Take heart—there is always a prophet for our times.

I will be Your mouthpiece; willing to say hard things for the reconciliation of lost people. Amen.

Guided Across The Great Unknown

But you will not go out in haste, nor will you go as fugitives; for the LORD will go before you, and the God of Israel will be your rear guard.  Isaiah 52:12

You know the feeling of being blindsided, don’t you?  It is to be caught unaware, to be provoked from an unexpected position.  Adrenalin surges and there’s hardly time to be still in order to collect your thoughts.

A tiny virus blindsided the world in 2020 and no matter your opinion on Covid, we can agree that it wasn’t an army that took us down.  It wasn’t a weather disaster that decimated our landscape by force.  It was a microscopic enemy, invisible to the eye.

These are still moments for us to gather our thoughts.  We are in unprecedented times.  God’s promise through Isaiah is that we need never need flounder without purposeful thoughts guiding us.  The LORD has gone before us into the future.  The LORD is behind us, a rear guard, protecting the weaker ones who could be left behind to face the enemy alone.  He gives us wisdom to know where to walk.  He frames our thoughts with divine perspective and peace.  Whether internal or external, His promises of parental care are relevant.

Oh, it’s possible to turn elsewhere for advice. King Saul, when under pressure, didn’t consult God and turned to a medium for guidance.  It was careless, sinful, and brought about his death. This is the time for each of us to press in to the God of the Ages for instruction.  Isaiah also said, “Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ‘This is the way.  Walk in it.”’  

God promises that we need never suffer the mindset of someone who went out in haste.  If you’ve ever left your house in a hurry, you know that you ended up not having what you needed.  Had there been deliberate planning, provisions would have been at your fingertips. Today, you and I are not fugitives on the run, scavenging to get our needs met.  We stop to breathe in the Spirit.  We look toward heaven and ask God to still our wildly beating hearts.  We ask Him to clothe us with the mind of Christ.  We look to His Word to illumine our next steps, to jump off the page with precise application.  If fragile emotionally, financially, and in any other way, Christ is gathering us from behind and keeping us together as His protected bride.  We are on course and are living for such a time as this.

Never have I been safer and more loved, Jesus.  Amen

All I Have Left

The Lord is my portion; I promise to keep your words.  Psalm 119:57

How many times have I described the Lord as ‘all I had left’ – after something of great value was taken away?   “I lost everything and God was all I had.”  Really?  It’s as if the real things of value were removed, leaving me with some stray object, God. The truth is that I have God plus whatever else I enjoy.  God is my portion.  Housing, food, relationships, employment are all extras.

I have been in a position when employment was removed and our family lived not knowing where our next meal would come from.  Did I believe at the time that the Lord was my portion?  I don’t think my heart was alive enough to Him to internalize that.  However, our family prayed for provision and God was faithful.

I have been in a position to lose precious relationships, in death and in life.  Did I experience God as my portion?  Thankfully, yes.  Some of the losses were so staggering that I don’t think I would have survived mentally and emotionally if God had not strengthened my soul and been my companion.

For anyone to really say, “All I need is God” and mean it, it must be tested in the wilderness of need.  I don’t wish that on anyone nor am I sadistic enough to crave any more wilderness lessons for myself.  However, should they come (and they probably will), each of us has the opportunity to press in to the One who satisfies our soul.

The psalmist who wrote Psalm 119 is full of promises.  His heart pours itself out like a young person in love, making vows for life.  One thing is clear though, he is not starry eyed and inexperienced.  He has suffered.  His proclamations of love are intense because the pain was intense.  His love language is made up of spiritual grit, a grit carved out of faith that was built in hard times.  So is mine if, when tested, I trust and don’t curse.

You are my portion, God.  I promise to keep your words for the days I have left on this earth.  Amen