Ancestry.God

ANCESTRY.GOD

In the beginning God… Genesis 1:1a

         Knowing where we come from has become of paramount interest in recent history. Ancestry.com has grown in popularity and I know many people who have spent years constructing their personal genealogy. I can’t count how many meals I’ve shared with people who love to talk about their discoveries. Their eyes are alive and their voice is animated as they tell from whom, and from where, their family emanated. Questions about themselves often disappear as they discover that they are not alone and, in fact, are quite like their ancestors. They are relieved and feel validated. Some are also enlightened as to the depravity of their family lines.

         I know of only one person who claims that she can trace her family line back to Adam. I didn’t ask how but I found it pretty incredible that such a long history could be documented on paper. Continue reading “Ancestry.God” →

What Constitutes a Sufficient Apology?

WHAT CONSTITUTES A SUFFICIENT APOLOGY?

Great is your mercy, O Lord.  Psalm 119:156

When I’ve wronged someone, how many times do I have to say “I’m sorry” for mercy to be shown?  In this world, the greater the offense, the more times a repeated apology is necessary.  To match the crime, restitution can be steep as the other party decides what it’s going to take to make them happy. Continue reading “What Constitutes a Sufficient Apology?” →

Time and Perspective

Time & Perspective

I long for your salvation, O LORD, and your law is my delight.  Psalm 119:174

When a young saint sits down with an old saint, the difference in their reactions to the stuff of life is apparent.  The young one can be all spun up about some injustice, railing about how unfair it is.  The old saint listens, nods with understanding, but is not rocked off his axis with shock or surprise.  He has lived long enough to see it all. Continue reading “Time and Perspective” →

The Word God’s Children Fear Most

THE WORD GOD’S CHILDREN FEAR MOST

In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength.  Isaiah 30:15

         Oh, the power of repentance and how critical it is for any who wish to access the power of God in their lives.  Without it, hearing will be dull.

The word repentance has become a ‘turn-off’ for many because it is associated with the red-faced pastors who have yelled about it over the years.  Their tone has been angry.  There was truth but no love.  Shame was inflicted without an invitation to respond to the One who bore our shame.     Repentance is my friend.  God wants to bless me.  He wants to watch me blossom under the umbrella of His affection.  He wants to share His thoughts with me and make my soul quiver with wonder.

What stands in the way is unconfessed sin because sin clouds His voice and distorts my thinking.  The most powerful thing I can do at the end of any day is stand at the foot of the cross, review my thoughts and actions, and ask to be forgiven for anything that fails to resemble Jesus.

What was the message of John the Baptist, the one who was sent to prepare hearts for the coming of Christ?  “Repent – for the kingdom of God is at hand.”  Without repentance, people wouldn’t recognize Him.  The same is true for me.  Before Jesus can speak to me, the fertile soil that repentance produces must exist.

I think about the sacrament of communion.  For years, I took communion by rote and all the while there was hidden anger in my heart.  Grudges simmered beneath the surface.  In all those years, I never took repentance seriously.  I didn’t feel I could afford to.  If I acknowledged my sin, I would be forced to confront the angry God my spiritual leaders portrayed.  Not surprisingly, there was little communion with Christ.

The tender, yet holy, God who asks me to repent is the One who knows that when I do, I won’t be fearful to draw close, to be one in spirit.  So, why would I ever want to be defensive?  Pathetic self-defenses are my enemy.

I can, and will, run home to repent when You convict me.  Amen

Prayer For Rejoicing In A Trial

PRAYER FOR REJOICING IN A TRIAL

In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials.  I Peter 1:6

Oh Jesus, you know the story of my life.  I have so often misunderstood your words.  I thought you were cruel.  “Rejoice in the midst of trials?  Really?”  Then, I turned my anger against myself and thought I just couldn’t do anything right.  Thank you for showing me that I had a ‘form of religion without the substance.’  I just needed to connect with your heart, to run to you when the fires were hot.  To experience You as my refuge is to find joy that someone like You is there for me!

You are more than words on a page.  You were literally waiting for me to experience that.  I’m so glad I did.  I love you so much.

Today, you see the struggles so many are facing.  I pray they wrap their arms around you. You don’t turn them away.  Your face is bent down toward them, you lift their heads, look in their eyes Continue reading “Prayer For Rejoicing In A Trial” →

A Prophet and God’s Revelation

A PROPHET AND GOD’S REVELATION

Concerning this salvation, the prophets who prophesied about the grace that was to be yours searched and inquired carefully… I Peter 1:10

I have often assumed that a prophet, who was given God’s specific WORD for His people, understood the message he delivered.  With the message came full revelation of its meaning.  Peter makes it clear that this was not the case.  A prophet was often given a WORD, then had to study the scriptures to more fully understand the mystery of what God had given him.  He was like Noah, given a word to build an ark, yet not having any understanding about rain and water tables.  Every piece of wood he cut was an act of faith.

This is quite comforting to me.  I recall, just over the past year, how many times I have been given a WORD from scripture, a picture, a dream, even an impression in prayer that God chose to reveal to me.  Some, I understood more than others.   Continue reading “A Prophet and God’s Revelation” →

Soul Ties In Ministry

SOUL TIES ~ IN MINISTRY

If another ~ who is as your own soul entices you secretly, saying, ‘Let us go and serve other gods’, which neither you nor your fathers have known, you shall not yield to him or listen to him, nor shall your eye pity him, nor shall you spare him, nor shall you conceal him.  Deut. 13:6

         I love Jesus and because I love Him, I want to reach out to those who need Him.  When I do, I pray they will see Jesus’ Spirit in me and long for more of Him.  These are good desires and goals.  But the spiritual mechanics of making it all work in the context of ministry and people’s sinfulness, including my own, make it very complicated.

         Do you have someone in your life that is drowning you?  You just can’t give enough.  You poured yourself out yesterday but today you’ll have to do it all over again.  Your love and affirmation just doesn’t ‘stick’.  Their needs are too profound.  You know it.  But you feel that if you pull away to save yourself from burning out, you will damage their view of God. Continue reading “Soul Ties In Ministry” →

Soul Tie ~ Parent/Child

SOUL TIE – PARENT/CHILD

Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.  I Thess. 5:23

            A soul tie is an unholy connection between people. The basis of the connection is meeting each other’s needs in a way that enables the other person to circumvent the sufficiency of Christ.  One person feels that the other should give them what they need, and vice versa, and the soul tie is formed.  Entitlement is at the root.

            The problem is ~ God is to be ‘the cake’ and people are to be ‘the icing.’  I am to look to God first for what I need and people around me are to be supplemental resources.  But when I make people ‘the cake’ and God ‘the icing’, idolatry is set up to run its course.  It ends bitterly as each person in the relationship comes up against the other one’s sinfulness and physical limits.

            Parents and children can easily develop soul ties.  Continue reading “Soul Tie ~ Parent/Child” →

Prayer For Cutting Soul Ties

Prayer For Cutting Idolatrous Ties To People

Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers.  Psalm 1:1

Walks ~ travel with, behave like, follow.

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         You’ve shown me that idols are not only things, but people.  Thank you for revealing that to me.  It was such a painful lesson but years down the road, I’m so glad You were hard on me.  You were jealous for my affection; jealous to lead me by the hand, jealous to pour out Your provision so that I would know what it’s like to live as a much-loved child.  My attachment to others had prevented me from turning to You and experiencing all of those wonderful realities.

         Thank you for leading me to repent of my idolatry.  How well I remember the moment I decided that I was terribly deficient and they were incredibly rich in what I thought I needed to feel safe and whole.  I turned to them, created a bad soul tie, and the demonically fed attachment wreaked its havoc for years. Continue reading “Prayer For Cutting Soul Ties” →

Prayer For The Grace To Look UP

PRAYER FOR THE GRACE TO LOOK UP

Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.  Psalm 20:7

            I can be so frustrated, Lord.  I want a certain person to keep their promises so that I have what I need.  As long as they don’t, I’m angry and discontented.  “If only my parent would tell me I’m precious to them, I’d feel whole.”  “If only she would tell me she loves me, my view of myself would change.”  “If only he’d quit his addiction, our home would be fixed.”  “If only I’d get that the inheritance I deserve, my financial needs would be met!”  “If only she’d stop being angry with me, I’d stop feeling guilty all the time.”

            Forgive me for looking to broken cisterns for living water.  I remember Your words to the Samaritan woman at the well.  There is such a thing as living water and when I drink of You, I will never have to look to other sources again to feel whole.  I may live wanting, praying, but will in no way live crippled while I wait.

            All the provision I need is in You!  I pray this out loud again till my whole soul believes it.  You hold all my provision financially.  You hold my health in Your hands.  You offered me a place in Your family even when I was Your enemy.  You offer grace to help me in my habitual sins.  You offer forgiveness that puts my past out of sight.  You offer me a shelter when others come accusing unfairly.  You offer reassurance when others would tire of my need to hear it.  As I wait for answers to prayer, help me realize that I can spend time receiving what You’ve already offered.  My heart has been closed or skeptical.  Don’t let me pass You by!

            I will not look to my world to demand of them.  I release them to you in prayer for You to change them.  I look to You, perfect Savior, for everything I need today.  You have it all and will release it at exactly the right time.  As I wait, I give up all rights to know why I wait.  I trust Your sovereign rule in my life.  Your plans for me are for good – to give me a future and a hope.  Praise be to You, magnificent Lord.  Amen