Author: Christine Wyrtzen

‘Oh, that you would rend the heavens and come down, that the mountains might quake at your presence ‘“ As fire kindles the brushwood, as fire causes water to boil ‘“ To make your name known to your adversaries, that the nations may tremble at your presence!’  Isaiah 64:1-2 

Everything has been on the line for us. The time God’s people need to take critical action is now. If He intends to deliver us, the plan will be accomplished through prayer and fasting. However, we must also be realistic about it.  Prayer is not a magical act to deliver us from trouble. Even with prayer, we may get sick, we may lose our life and the life of a loved one.  Our death, however, does not negate the power of prayer. Prayer equips us to rest in the sovereign will of God.

It is easy to use prayer as a means of expressing our wish list for personal comfort and safety. Whenever stresses press in upon me and those I love, I go to prayer and beg for deliverance. If a trial continues, I shouldn’t erroneously conclude that prayer doesn’t work. I might be tempted to think that that God doesn’t care and this so-called perfect Father fails His children in critical times. Not true.

Prayer mobilizes God to act according to His sovereign plan for my life. Satan is always on the loose, driven to inflict death and destruction. If his war against us is ill-timed, prayer cripples the best of his strategies and renders him impotent, just as it did when the death sentence of the Jews in Susa was lifted. However, I must not be childish in my expectations. I am told that I will also share in the sufferings of Jesus. Most of the prophets and Jesus’ disciples were murdered and I need only read the first chapter of the Fox’s Book of Martyrs to clear up unrealistic expectations. If you and I perish, as Esther believed she might, and as Peter knew he would because of Jesus’ prophetic words over him, we need prayer to give us grace and peace.  But if you and I are to be delivered, we need prayer to bring about the miracle.

My prayer life is characterized by two requests. “Deliver me if that is in your plan, Lord. Or, give me grace in the fire.” 

You are not my fairy god-father. No matter what I experience at Your hand, Your plan for me and for Your people, at this time in history, was conceived in love and wisdom. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

But I will establish my covenant with you, and you shall come into the ark, you, your sons, your wife, and your sons’ wives with you.  Genesis 6:18  ESV

God is not only interested in blessing the entire family, He’s passionate about it.  His heart is engaged with the ones you love.

In our discouragement over marriages and the spiritual wellbeing of our children, we can wonder if God cares as much as we do.  The good news is, He does!  His very first covenant is with Noah and it includes his entire family.  Most every covenant God made with people involves saving someone ‘and their household.’  While that doesn’t mean that every family member will definitely choose God, you can know that God’s heart is invested.  He is wooing them even as I write this.  Our part is to speak wisely and with holy restraint, live our faith with humility, use our authority against the forces of darkness who are obscuring the beauty of Jesus, and ask the Spirit of God to open the eyes of their heart.  While God is not going to strong-arm anyone into loving Him, He cares enough to keep wooing them. 

Many people have shared with me in passing, “Pray for my dad, he’s not a believer.”  I hear their story, feel something, but several days later the conversation can be fuzzy.  Not so with God.  When someone I love is constantly on my mind, causing my heart to ache, I can know that God hurts, too.  My ache and desire are a fraction of what He feels.  He is emotionally invested in a way that surpasses humanity.

My tears are safe with You because I know Your heart aches like mine.  In Jesus’ name, Amen

We are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works that God prepared beforehand, and we should walk in them. Ephesians 2:10

The last time I visited my childhood home was two months ago. I had the rare privilege of going home, sleeping in my childhood bedroom, and opening a cupboard to find plates, glasses, and silverware in the same places my mother kept them. That’s because my sister still lives there. 

3 Hill Hollow Road sits atop a hill and overlooks the Hoosick River and the village of Petersburgh, NY.  If you cross the one-lane dirt road in front of our house, you stand at a fence that looks down on the house below.  That’s where my best friend, Julie, lived.  You might assume that we saw each other whenever we wanted, going back and forth to visit.  That didn’t happen!  Her father was of another faith and strict about protecting his children from ‘the world.’  Our family was ‘the world.’  She was not allowed to visit me except once a year on my birthday.  

We did find a way to be together, however.  Children are creative and here’s how it went down.  Every day after school, I would go to the fence and look down to find her.  She’d be in her yard waiting for me.  I’d yell, “Get a snack, and I’ll meet you by the tree!”  Halfway down the bank to her house was the massive stump of an old tree, just big enough for two young girls to sit on.  We’d meet there every single day and chatter for an hour before dinner.  

Ah, but then came my birthday.  On that day, her father allowed her to visit.  I can still see her at the kitchen door.  She’d come in, and we’d play my 45rpm vinyl records, sing at the top of our lungs, talk, and then eat a lot of cake. It’s nearly 60 years later, but my heart feels such joy, like it was yesterday.  

Julie and I will have uninterrupted time in the kingdom.  Perhaps God will even re-create the setting for us.  I’ll go down a well-worn path, avoiding tree roots on the way.  I’ll know it by heart, from memory.  Then, our best child’s play will be re-lived. That’s because ~ in the kingdom, children of all races and colors will live without any shadows of bias.  Each life created by God will be celebrated. 

With You one day, memories will be made perfect.  Thank you.  Amen

For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour my Spirit upon your offspring, and my blessi11ng on your descendants.  Isaiah 44:3

The nature of God is to give.  He doesn’t throw down penny candy.  He gives out of his storehouse and empties it into empty places.  He pours out water on dry ground.  He pours out His wisdom to those who ache to know the mind of God for their times.  Wherever emptiness exists, a filling is available.

God begs to be shared through the mouth of His prophets.  This world needs a kingdom clash but there won’t be one unless intercessors ask God to pour out His Spirit on an earth that is empty of knowledge.  “And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions.  Joel 2:28 

God loves His creation and when He saw our emptiness, He sent Jesus, who “emptied Himself, taking the form of a bond-servant, and was made in the likeness of men.”  Philippians 2:7   This was called kenosis, from the Greek verb meaning, “to empty.”   The incarnation was living proof that God gives everything for those He loves.

When Jesus left this earth, He sent back His own Spirit, not a companion Spirit.  At my rebirth, His Spirit was poured out upon me.  What is the proof that my emptiness underwent a spiritual takeover?   “He who believes in Me, as the Scriptures said, ‘From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water.’ John 7:37  Out of a previously empty spirit, my spirit now overflows with the Living Water of the Spirit.  I am to be poured out and my world will never be the same.

Pour me out as a drink offering, Jesus.  Amen

Do your best to come to me at Nicopolis, because I have decided to winter there. Titus 3:12b

It’s easy to read scripture and color it with present cultural norms. When someone says they plan to ‘winter’ in a different city, it usually means that they have two residences.  One allows them to escape the cold by going to a warmer climate.  The other lets them escape the heat by retreating to a cooler place.  At first glance, I picture Paul wanting a winter’s vacation in some balmy Greek city, but this was far from his intentions.

Paul has just been released from prison.  He would benefit from some down time in a beautiful place.  But the city of Nicopolis is chosen because it’s an integral launching place for his end strategy for the planting of churches.  It is a port city, a place to board a ship to other major ports not yet evangelized.  Winter, however, is no time to travel the seas.  Paul knows that well from his experience with being shipwrecked.   He would go to this port city to ready himself for Spring. He would meet with Titus, Zenus (a lawyer in Jewish affairs), and Apollos (an eloquent teacher and apologist.)  They would conceive a comprehensive plan (while waiting for the storms of winter to pass), a plan that would take the Gospel to new places. 

Oh, but Paul never boarded a ship when Spring came.  This was the last winter of his life as it’s believed that he was arrested in Nicopolis, then taken back to Rome to be beheaded. 

Unless Paul heard from God directly about his impending arrest, he did not know how small a window he had to finish his life’s work.  Urgency, however, characterized Paul’s service to God.  How fitting that he would spend his last few months strategizing with three fellow servants regarding the best way to spread the news of Jesus.  Most likely, they spent time pouring over maps and making plans for Spring travel.  Each potential destination would have its challenges, but Paul had the best team assembled to prayerfully explore the best ways to move forward.  Zenas was a lawyer – specializing in Jewish law.  Apollo was an apologist – specializing in knowing how to present the Gospel amidst cultural objections.  And Titus was the experienced bishop of Crete – specializing in truth telling diplomacy when Christianity suffers corruption.  Paul brainstormed with them and then finished his course.  Soon he would step onto a new shore, see the face of the One for whom he had been brutally beaten, and hear the words ‘well done’.   

Most of Paul’s epistles end with interpersonal tidbits.  Not being familiar with the names and the nature of his relationship with them, it’s easy to skip over such verses.  This morning, I would have missed a lot  had I not spent a few hours thinking about four men, sequestered indoors, during the brutal coastal winter of Nicopolis. 

Lord, Paul didn’t choose to surround himself with clones.  Don’t let me shy away from friends who complement me and stretch me in good directions.  Amen

Then God said to Noah, “Go out from the ark, you and your wife, and your sons and your sons’ wives with you.”  Genesis 8:16  ESV

God shut the door to the ark, bringing finality to Noah’s time on land.  When he would put his feet on solid ground again, it would be on a new and pristine landscape.  After 100+ days in the ark, everyone on board was antsy to get off.  They had been shut up in a windowless world, thrashing to and fro with extreme weather.

As anxious as Noah was to exit the ark, he knew he had to wait for God’s permission.  To leave the safety of his wooden haven was to risk living on an earth that wasn’t ready for habitation.  The seeds he would plant there would rot in muddy soil.  When the dove brought a branch, it was a sign that the earth was fruitful again.

There is not much of a harvest in my life either when I move ahead of God and force things into place.  Only God can prepare the way in front of me and show me when to move at the right time.  I have known the frustration of trying to make things happen on my own.  I produced one Ishmael after another, and utter frustration was the result.  So was nagging insecurity.  I knew that God hadn’t led me and could not bless my path.  Getting older has taught me to wait for Him to release me from unpleasant conditions.

Someone wants to be a truth-teller to a family member today.  The seed will not be received if God has not prepared the soil of their heart.  Another wants to step out of a stressful place and start fresh by forcing circumstances to work.  A heavenly rhythm will not accompany their efforts and striving will bring exhaustion and futility.  Someone else wants to implement a God-given vision that has been simmering for years.  Tired of waiting, they will bring their vision to a people not ready to understand it nor recognize its source as God.  Misjudgment will result, bringing pain and rejection.

We must not leave the ark of safety until there is divine release.  God is a gracious Father who will give many confirmations that it’s time to move.

Oh, how I’ve learned the hard way that striving is not your way.  If the axe falls at just the right part in the grain of wood, without much effort at all, the wood will split.  Show me holy rhythm and timing.  Amen

No one has ever seen God. But the unique One, who is himself God, is near to the Father’s heart. He has revealed God to us.  John 1:18. NLT

The expression John paints of Jesus being near to the Father’s heart is not new to us.  Today, we use the same expression to describe a feeling for our children.  ‘Near and dear to our heart’ implies that the relationship is not like most others.  Encounters with them ~ we carry with us.  Words they speak to us ~ we hold dear.  Pain they express ~ we embrace and lift to the Father constantly in prayer.   

To be near to the Father’s heart literally means that Jesus was ‘in the bosom of the Father.’  A bosom is defined as three things.  We’ve already covered two.

1.) The bosom is part of the upper body between both arms.  If you face scary unknowns, God has you near to His heart.  

2.) The bosom is also the upper part of a loose garment where things are tucked away, carried with the traveler.  God has tucked you into His bosom for safe keeping.  

3.) Finally, the bosom is also a bay in a body of water.

God has promised to be a bay in the storm.  In the distance, I can see a u-shaped indentation in my voyage.  I recognize the calm waters that only a bay offers.  The mountainous waves roll past its opening while swimmers float near shore on glassy seas. God is offering me this harbor, anytime, and calls me to pull out of turbulent waters.  

How do I find this bay?  It’s wherever He is.  They rejoiced in the silence, and He guided them to the harbor they desired. Psalm 107:30

Draw me into the harbor of You.  Amen