Painful Separation

PAINFUL SEPARATION

He drove out the man, and at the east of the garden of Eden he placed the cherubim and a flaming sword that turned every way to guard the way to the tree of life.  Genesis 3:24

         God drove them out of the garden and placed two cherubim angels at the garden gate to make sure they, and all who descended from them, would worship another way.  Without an intervention of mercy, mankind would never again be in the presence of God.  We would never be stunned by His beauty and by His glory.  How heartbreaking this had to have been as they walked outside the garden, the streams of light and glory behind them.  As they looked over their shoulder, they saw an angel guarding the entrance to, what had once been, home.

         We are born with the sting of this banishment written on our soul.  Sin holds us in bondage.  God seems far away.  We fear He is angry with us.  The pain of separation feels extreme and permanent.  The news is dire without the good news of the Gospel story.  As Adam and Eve walked away from the garden, God felt their plight and love overruled.  In fact, He had made a way for their restoration before He even created them.

         A merciful God, in the face of Jesus Christ, would come to end the separation between man and his Creator.  Until then, even in the temple, people would only worship God at a distance.  They could never go behind the curtain (the veil) that separated sinful man from the holy of holies.  The curtain, made of blue, purple and scarlet threads, actually had cherubim embroidered into it, so significant were these angels who guarded God’s throne room.

         When Jesus died, an earthshattering event occurred.  The curtain in the Jerusalem temple, 60 feet high, 30 feet wide, and 4 feet thick, was torn in two from top to bottom.  No man could have done this.  The moment Jesus died and the process of reconciliation was finished, the sound of tearing could be heard.

         The way into the Garden of Eden is now open to any who have fallen into the arms of the One who bore their sin.  The pain of separation is over.  God’s wrath toward His forgiven children is non-existent.  He is love driven and ever stands with welcoming arms to give us the privilege of beholding His glory in person.  Intimacy has been restored.

Help me start at the beginning when I share this story with others.  If I start with the cross, it’s incomplete.  How beautiful a story you’re written – and put me in the center of it!  Amen

Letter to Adam

LETTER TO ADAM

The man called his wife’s name Eve, because she was mother of all living.  Genesis 3:20

Dear Adam,

         What name will you choose for your wife?  Can you name her anything remotely heartwarming?  Are you feeling the pressure?     You’ve just watched your wife sin while you stood passively by.  You’ve both experienced God’s judgment.  You’ve both heard a curse pronounced on the land, on this beautiful garden that has brought you nothing but pleasure and the best of things to eat.  Life must seem like it’s over.  How does it feel to have broken the heart of your Creator?

         And yet, you choose to name your wife, Eve.  It means ‘life’.  Really?  You can name her the ‘mother of all living’ in spite of your grief?  I don’t understand.  There is no way you could think this up apart from feeling some kind of hope.  You heard your Father, didn’t you!  In the middle of pronouncing the curse, He told of someone who will come from your wife…one to crush the head of the serpent who deceived you.  You feel the tinge of justice rectified?  You feel the ache of personal sin forgiven?  Your hope hangs on the God you know you can trust.  You know He is good for His word.

         So ‘Eve’ it is!  When you speak it against the backdrop of tragedy, it is an utterance of faith.  When you say her name, do you feel anything joyful?  Probably not yet.  The grief is too recent.

         Please know that all who live after you will struggle with the same challenge.  We will choose names for children who will be hopelessly lost without the Redeemer to come.  We will grieve for them, wondering if their cherished name is a mistake.  But we will trust the same God who walked with you in the garden.  We will know He can’t fail.

         We will choose names for ministries that make no sense at all based on the mistakes we’ve made and our track record to date.  Those who initially hear of our dreaming will laugh.  But the one who crushed the head of the serpent is our Redeemer too.  Though we were born cursed, we are children of the living and not the dead.

         Thank you for exercising faith in what looked futile.  In heaven, we will worship together at the feet of our Creator.

Inspired by you, I am your distant relative,

Christine

Land Can Be Cursed

LAND CAN BE CURSED

Cursed is the ground because of you; in pain you shall eat of it all the days of your life; thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you; and you shall eat the plants of the field. By the sweat of your face you shall eat bread, till you return to the ground, for out of it you were taken; for you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” Genesis 3:17-19

            Cursing is when a supernatural power is called upon to injure something or someone.  In this case, God initiates the curse upon the earth.  Sin has brought about desperate consequences for the man and woman.  The very planet that God had created for them to subdue will now hold them captive.  The irony is that, in death, earth will swallow them up completely when they return to the dust of the ground.

The land still feels the effects of man’s sin.  It holds the memory of whatever has been done upon it.  God’s original purpose for His creation (including the land) was that it glorify Him, as well as bless and sustain the people He created.  But man’s sin defiled the land. If we are responsible for defiling the land, it follows that we are critical to the healing and restoring of the land.  If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. 2 Chron. 7:14  Old Testament reformers like Hezekiah and Josiah repented and cleansed the land from defilement and they prospered.

In the Canadian Arctic, a very moving reconciliation ceremony was held between original inhabitants of the land and those who came afterwards to settle there. As the newcomers repented and rededicated a particular plot of land, they were overwhelmed with God’s immediate response. Although caribou (a mainstay of life) had been scarce in the area for nearly four years, suddenly 15,000 caribou showed up two days later. The caribou spontaneously gathered on the very spot where the land had been rededicated.

The power of God to heal and restore is released through repentance.  I encourage those who attend my prayer mapping training to pray through their homes, sanctify their property, and if needed, repent for whatever has historically happened there. Wherever there has been sin, residue remains and the land holds the scars.

God longs to bless His children.  We must actively rule over every place the sole of our foot treads.  Many today, as a result of reading this, will spiritually cleanse their homes and feel a powerful difference as they experience a peace never before felt on their property.  God is true to His Word. “Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice, for the Lord has done great things!  Fear not, you beasts of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness are green; the tree bears its fruit; the fig tree and vine give their full yield.  “Be glad, O children of Zion, and rejoice in the Lord your God, for he has given the early rain for your vindication; he has poured down for you abundant rain.  Joel 2 

You give me all the spiritual tools I need to live in freedom.  Even on my land.  Show me how to rule over every part of my life.  Amen

Discipline? Yes. Cruelty? No!

DISCIPLINE?  YES!  CRUELTY?  NO!

“I will put enmity between you {Satan} and the woman, and between your offspring and her offspring; he shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel.”  Genesis 3:15

         So many have had their heart broken by bitter vows and judgments.  “I’ll never forgive you.”  “You’re no longer my son, or daughter.”  “I never want to see you again.”  “I’ll never speak to you again because you said that!”  “You’ve gone too far and you’re hopeless!”

         Ever heard those words?  You know you’ve blown it so badly that you’ve been told there’s nothing you can do to make things right.  Finding this hard to believe, you try everything to make it up to the person.  A parent, a boss, an old friend.  But, you’re shut out.  Bearing consequences without any chance of restoration is cruel.  God does not ever do this.  He never inflicts hopeless despair.

         Can you picture this scene in the Garden of Eden?  Things were absolutely perfect.  There was no disease, danger, or disappointment.  No famine, nothing bitter or rotten to eat. No hurt feelings.  No fear of intimacy.  Then the serpent came.  He lied, cajoled, and reasoned with the woman while Adam stood nearby and probably heard everything.  Doubt about the goodness of God was planted and the woman chose to explore the alternative path Satan presented.  Can you feel the weight of her choice?

         Creation broke in half.  Immediately, she and Adam knew something horrific had happened.  I’m sure it felt cataclysmic and irreparable.  God cursed the earth, inflicted the consequences, but in the very same breath gave hope for a Redeemer.  From the seed of the woman, One would come who would crush the head of the serpent and offer redemption to fallen men and women.

         If I know Jesus, Eden is offered to me now, internally.  Through Jesus, I am made perfect again.  I walk with His Father in the cool of the evening, just like Adam and Eve.  I get daily instructions for how to rule my Garden, just like Adam and Eve.  I ask Him, daily, for the wisdom to see through the lies of the tempter and He promises spiritual savvy.

         The eternal judgment I deserve has been withheld because the Redeemer came and I trusted in Him for total forgiveness.  For every child of God, the kingdom-Eden, is here now. We need only look inside to Christ to live there.  And one day, we will step into a tangible Eden to live forever with our Creator!

You never speak hopeless words over anyone who trusts in the Redeemer You sent to undo what happened in the Garden.  Jesus – the name of above all names – is our Savior.  All glory to you, God.  Amen

Cursed By God

CURSED BY GOD

The Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this, cursed are you…” Genesis 3:14a

            God is passing judgment on the devil.  He is to be despised, accursed, an enemy of God, and ultimately destroyed by a Redeemer to come.  As of this moment, there commences a war between what is holy and unholy.  Satan’s designs for mankind will be made public ~ he is one who seeks to devour and destroy.  Heaven and hell can never be reconciled nor can light and darkness.  The two are antithetical.  When they are not, something is wrong.

            What of the times when it’s hard to tell right from wrong?  What of the Christians whose light is dim, whose deeds are as much evil as holy?  What of God’s family who sing together and then fight and gossip?   In this culture, we can send out a mixed signal.  We should be hot or cold.  Every sermon should bring a polarized response. Either the listener should feel drawn to follow Jesus as a radical disciple or should be so repelled that he runs in the opposite direction.

            In the garden, opposites were established.  The lines were drawn.  It has been God’s plan for His people to continue to draw a line in the sand with their lives.  When the lines are blurred, God is misunderstood.  Most people can’t separate who WE are from who God is.  As we misrepresent him by living in the shadows of light and darkness, the world is repelled by a God whom they assume is also corrupted, who also is driven by double standards.

            Satan is my enemy.  He represents everything that is evil and dark.  I am a child of the Light.  As I speak, sing, and make everyday choices, there should be no confusion as to whose side I am on.

Let the light do it’s work in my life.  Repel and draw.  Make me holy as you are holy.  Amen

A Warning I Cannot Ignore

A WARNING I CANNOT IGNORE

Have you eaten of the tree of which I commanded you not to eat?” The man said, “The woman whom you gave to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate.” Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this that you have done?” The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”  Genesis 3: 11-13

         Not wanting to take full responsibility for my choices is deeply embedded within my sin nature.  To be holy is to see my sin as God sees it; to acknowledge that I, and I alone, am responsible for what I do.  The tempter is cunning but he can’t make me sin.

         On top of that, I am warned all throughout scripture of Satan’s character.  I’m told he is a liar.  I’m told that he weaves schemes of destruction.  I’m told he comes to kill and destroy.  I’m told he comes in stealth mode and to be wary.  So why in the world would I listen to Satan’s voice?

         If a dear friend of mine, someone I trusted with my life, warned me about a certain person, I would listen.  I wouldn’t get involved with him on any level.  Because of the integrity of the one who warned me, my guard is up.

         Yes, it is much more than a friend who warns me about my spiritual enemy.  It is God!  Is He not credible?  How could I flirt with the one He says is out for my demise?

         If I discount the warning of a friend and get hurt, I find out quickly how much that friend loves me.  If there is disgust and “I told you so!” the relationship will experience a serious fracture.  But if I discount God’s warning and suffer the consequences of my choices, He still offers open arms when I come running home.  Though I am severely wounded, and I knew better, He is willing to forgive and restore.

         A stronghold is formed when I have given ground to the enemy and left it to fester over a long period of time.  Satan has legal right to walk into the boundaries of my life and plunder my territory.  The reason a stronghold exists is usually for three reasons: 1.) I haven’t had the spiritual instruction to know what a stronghold is.  2.) I’m afraid, or too proud, to acknowledge my sin and risk God’s anger and broken heart.  3.) I am enjoying the pleasure Satan offers even though I know it’s a stronghold.

         God is clear.  “Don’t believe our enemy.  He hates you because you’re mine!”  If I trust God’s love, I run from sin and hurry to do personal housecleaning where strongholds are concerned.  Otherwise, I am continual prey to a known spiritual felon.

To grow up spiritually is to listen to everything you say and obey for my own good.  No questions asked.  Help me.  Amen

And God Came Searching

AND GOD CAME SEARCHING…

And they heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden.  But the Lord God called to the man and said to him, “Where are you?”  Genesis 3:8-9

         I love the sound of the footsteps of one I’m longing to see.  The closer that person comes, the more the anticipation grows.  However, I dread the sound of the footsteps of one I’m not longing to see!

         When I was 8, I ate some Easter candy that my parents told me not to eat it.  They were saving it for Easter.  The next afternoon, I was playing outside with two friends and remembered the candy.  Thinking that it would be the perfect snack for the three of us, I snuck in the kitchen and snatched it.  Oh, it tasted good and delighted my friends.  Continue reading “And God Came Searching”

Shame

SHAME

And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig-leaves together, and made themselves aprons and they heard the voice of Jehovah God walking in the garden in the cool of the day: and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of Jehovah God amongst the trees of the garden. Genesis 3:7-8

         Self-hatred is one of the most difficult things to conquer as a Christian.  When I mess up badly, I not only hate what I did but I hate myself“I can’t believe I did that!  What a jerk!”  You’ve said that to yourself, right?          Can you imagine the self-talk in the Garden of Eden after the forbidden fruit was eaten?  Self-hatred and self-condemnation must have ruled their hearts.

         Shame says, “There’s not only something wrong with what I do, there’s something wrong with me!  I’m deeply flawed.”  This has NO fix that is holy outside of the healing love of Christ.  He is the only One who says, “I hate what you did but I love you!”

         What is Satan’s counterfeit?  “Love yourself.  You’re not that bad.  You may mess up once in a while but you’re a god!”  None of that is true.

         I am a desperately wicked sinner but one that is infinitely loved by Christ.  When I sin, I can want – with everything in me – to punish myself but Jesus reminds me that He already bore my punishment.  He died for the awful thing I just did as if He were the person who committed it.

         One of the meanings of ‘forgive’ is to send away.  When God forgives my sin, he sends it away from me.  He puts it behind His back and never takes it out again to hold it up to my face as a reminder of how bad I am.  He would want me to know today that I am not my sin.

         As John Newton put it in 1725, “I am a great sinner but Christ is a great Savior.”  As long as I keep the focus on Him and the love He offers me, I am not plagued by a life-long struggle to forgive myself for something I consider unforgivable.

I can forgive others much easier than I can forgive myself.  Help me know how you love me in a deeper way.  Amen

Why Didn’t He Stop Her?

WHY DIDN’T HE STOP HER?

She took of its fruit and ate, and she also gave some to her husband who was with her, and he ate.  Genesis 3:6b

         The woman allowed the serpent to engage her.  The topic and the way he presented it was so beguiling that she let down her defenses.  Adam was there with her.  Was he listening?  Was he alert?  If he was distracted, then wouldn’t he have been shocked when he saw that she had eaten of the tree?  When she offered him some, wouldn’t he have felt alarm by her disobedience to their God?

         This lack of male leadership plagues our churches and families.  I am not a man-hater.  I don’t have an axe to grind.  Continue reading “Why Didn’t He Stop Her?”

Trading Him In

TRADING HIM IN

So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise… Genesis 3:6

         If Eve had regarded the tree as God described it, there would have been no sin.  He clearly communicated that consummation of the fruit of the tree meant death.  Wouldn’t that make the tree undesirable?  Once Satan appeared to reframe the story, the tree took on a different appearance.  It was transformed to ‘a tree that was good for food, a delight to her eyes, and the path to wisdom.’  Oh, how far her mind traveled!

         Could a piece of fruit make her wise like God?  When I consider her assumption, it was ludicrous.  She kept company with Wisdom, knew Wisdom, and had only to ask His advice on any matter and He would speak to her.  She was going to trade Him for a piece of fruit.

         I am wise only if I bow to God’s superior understanding.  I could spend my youth earning two earned doctorates and be a fool. I could be the cleverest wordsmith and still be a fool.  I could have an entrepreneurial gift to make myself a fortune but still be a fool.  I could be an expert in my field.  People could pay to hear me speak.  They could call me ‘brilliant’ and I might begin to believe them while the opinion of the One who matters is not in my radar.  I’ve chosen to believe that it’s possible to be filled with knowledge without having a covenant relationship with my Creator.

         To put it in simple terms, Eve had God but, at that moment, didn’t value him.  She opted to trade him for the temporary pleasure of eating something that looked delicious.  That is the best definition of sin and I didn’t think of it, believe me!  Paul is the one that put it like this in Romans 1:22-23  “Professing to be wise, they became fools, and exchanged the glory of the incorruptible God for __________________________.”

         I know all too well from 59 years of experience. I see something I want.  Instead of walking away and keeping the beauty of Jesus in front of my face, I pick the fruit.  I turn it over and over in my hands.  I imagine its taste.  Then turn my back to the gaze of Christ and consume it.

         What is His love like?  In spite of how many times I do it, when I come running back and tearfully admit I blew it, He forgives and forgives and forgives and forgives.

You made a new covenant with Your death for my sin.  I’ll never get over it.  Amen