Light and Bread

A tabernacle was set up. In its first room were the larnpstand, the table and the consecrated bread. Hebrews 9:2

In the outer room of the tabernacle, two things could be found. A larnpstand with a light that burned continuously, and a table with the showbread on it. The tabernacle was windowless, therefore very dark. The only way a priest could find his way to the table with the showbread was with the light the candles provided. Light and bread were connected.

They still are. Nothing has changed. The Bread of Life can only be found today when the Light of the World shows me the way. I live in darkness. There are no windows to eternal life. I’ve been left wanting, aching, and longing for meaning beyond what’s here. My soul is hungry but my eyes are blinded and unable to recognize the bread that will satisfy my hunger. I won’t see Jesus for who he is until there’s illumination. I won’t be attracted to spiritual food until he shows me that he is what I’ve been seeking. The Bread of Life will not appear palatable unless the lamplight of his Spirit reveals it as the banquet it is.

After all, Jesus was a suffering servant. He was continually misunderstood. He preached humility and repentance. He commanded his followers to forgive, seventy times seven times. He encouraged his friends to love their enemies. Such spiritual food would appear to taste sour. I might even think I had stumbled onto the wrong meal. Until divine light shines on the showbread, I will not dare to partake. Ah, but when my eyes can finally see, I behold delicacies that are not of this world.

I am hungry for you, Jesus. Illumine my spiritual meal for today. Amen.

Going Beyond The Shallows

It is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven.  For the bread of God is the bread that comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.” “Sir,” they said, “give us this bread.”    John 6:32-34

When Jesus met a Samaritan woman at a local well, they had a conversation about water and thirst.  Using that as a segue way, He told her that there was such a thing as ‘spiritual water,’ something that could satisfy her thirst forever after just one drink.  When the woman felt the urge to experience it for herself, she asked Him for a drink of this water.  Immediately, he pointed out her deepest spiritual need.

Similarly, in this John 6 passage, Jesus interacts with a crowd of people who have just witnessed Him feeding five thousand people with a meager amount of bread and fish.  He tells them that there is such a thing as spiritual bread, a bread that comes from heaven, a meal that forever satisfies.  They ask Him for that kind of bread.  Immediately, He takes them on a steep learning curve. 

He reminds them that He is the ‘Bread’ that will erase hunger and ‘Water’ that will eradicate thirst.  Then He says, “But you don’t believe Me!”  Their unbelief keeps them shallow, only looking to Him for temporal solutions to earth-bound crises.  They miss out on the richest gifts, spiritual food that satisfies their innate ache for God.  If they would only come as beggars to the table, they would be filled.  Forever. 

Show me my true spiritual needs today.  Amen

Bread of Heaven And Manna

Jesus said to them, “The bread of God is that which comes down out of heaven and gives life to the world.”  They said therefore to Him, “Lord, evermore give us this bread.”  Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life.”  John 6:33-35

Jesus revealed Himself as the bread of life which comes down out of heaven.  That can be a confusing metaphor if it weren’t linked to the manna the children Israel ate while in the wilderness.  The latter was an event His crowd knew well.  It was part of their heritage and each generation passed on the miracle story to their children.

If Jesus is the bread, how do I eat of Him?  I internalize the parameters of the manna story.

1.) God sent the manna.  Moses didn’t.  Moses’ prayers were just the catalyst for God to move.  Just as God sent manna to sustain physical life, God sent Jesus to birth and sustain spiritual life.

2.) Manna was to be gathered in the morning, enough for that day.  Jesus, my daily bread, must be consumed at the beginning of each day.  My experience of Him is a daily feast.  Yesterday’s meal was for yesterday.  Today, I need a new promise and new experience of Him.

3.) Manna had a short shelf life.  It would rot if it were more than a day old.  Spiritual bread is for today.  “Give us this day our daily bread,” Jesus prayed.  Consuming words of scripture provides grace for a daily provision.  If I obsess about tomorrow’s stress, I will not find grace for that today.  I am to live in the moment and if this moment is overwhelming, I can go to my prayer closet and cry out.  God’s grace floods over me according to my present need.  I can’t hoard that for tomorrow’s worries however.  I must take every anxious thought captive and trust that tomorrow’s manna will be sufficient.

God’s people took daily manna for granted.  They got tired of it and longed for meat, other breads, fruit, nuts, and herbs.  This led to grumbling.  God’s daily provision became so commonplace that the miracle of the manna was lost to them.

God’s daily provision of spiritual food can also bring a yawn if I’m not careful.  I am not entitled to be fed.  I have not earned the right for the Spirit to dwell in my spirit.  God does not have to open my eyes each day to the poignancy of His Word.  If I can see it, eat of it, live on it, it is all a gift.  His mercies are new every morning and if He were not a God who keeps promises, He could easily withdraw it all.  Instantly, I would languish in a wilderness void of insight and personal strength.  Today, I consume the Bread of heaven and fall on my knees in gratitude for the privilege of doing so.

I hold a personal communion service today.  I eat of you, drink of you, and remember the miracle of your coming and the greater miracle of your death so I could live.  In Jesus’ name, Amen

The Bread Of Heaven

After this many of his disciples turned back and no longer walked with Him.  So Jesus said to the twelve, “Do you want to go away as well?”  John 6:66-67

What caused the crowd following Jesus to turn aside?  It was Jesus’ words about eating His flesh because He told them He was the bread of heaven.  They were content to eat the bread He offered as long as it was a physical provision.  They had just consumed the loaves and fishes but as soon as He turned the topic to spiritual food, their interest faded.  The concept was just too radical.

Today, I can be similarly challenged.  I can pray for the miraculous provision necessary to pay an overdue bill but then reject the living Manna that promises to expose, then heal, my anger.  I will embrace bread for the body but reject bread for the soul.

Whatever landscape Jesus touches will change.  I am shortsighted if I only desire Him in the physical and not the spiritual.  I may ask Him to bring peace to my home but then forfeit the opportunity for Him to bring peace to the tormented places in my mind.  I may ask Him to bring healing to my body but still live in want of the inner healing of my deepest childhood wound.  I may ask Him to provide the next meal for my family yet fail to eat the sumptuous spiritual meal He wants to prepare for me each day.

Following Jesus is to embrace all of His teachings.  While He will allow me to pray for superficial things and give me the choice on whether or not to go deep, the only one who loses when I choose superficially is me.

You are my bread of life.  Sometimes You threaten the places where I’m comfortable, but I choose to feast on You anyway.  I am hungry.  Amen

Yeshua ~ ‘Lamb of God’ ~ Savior of the World

The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, “Look! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world! He is the one I was talking about.  John 1:29-30

The entire Old Testament asks the question, “Where is the lamb?”  At the beginning of Jewish history, God instructed His people to put lamb’s blood on the doorposts of their homes.  This blood sign would cause the death angel to pass them by.  And it did. 

At another pivotal point in history, Abraham was told to take Isaac up to the top of Mt. Moriah and sacrifice him.   Isaac asked his father, ‘But where is the lamb?’  Abraham answered that God would provide one.  He did then and He did – in Jesus – once and for all. 

The priests in the temple in Jerusalem sacrificed a lamb every morning and every night for centuries.  For hundreds of years, God’s people brought lambs to the temple to sacrifice.  Just one trip, or one lamb, would not suffice.  They had to keep coming back year after year because no lamb could take away all their sin.  

People were used to people providing lambs.  The announcement from John that God’s Lamb was approaching was the most shocking thing they could hear.  God providing a Lamb, the promised Savior?  The best news of all was that this Lamb could take sins away forever.  They wouldn’t be covered over until the next sacrifice.  

No wonder John was breathless.  The question of the ages was being answered in the person of Yeshua coming up over the knoll of the hillside.  Jesus authenticated, in that moment, the Torah and all the writings of the prophets.  John’s audience had heard the stories from their Rabbis but never would they think that Yeshua would approach them in person.  

You were sent by God and came to each of us personally. Each of us feels you came just for us. You are our Yeshua.  Amazing, Jesus.

Yeshua From Nazareth. Really?

Pilate had a notice prepared and fastened to the cross.  It read: JESUS OF NAZARETH, THE KING OF THE JEWS.  John 19:19

It is said that Pilate designed this sign as a reproach.  The hidden meaning was, ‘Can you imagine anyone from Nazareth claiming to be king?’  Earlier in Jesus’ ministry when his humble beginnings were discussed, some said, ‘Can any good thing come out of Nazareth?’  The place of Jesus upbringing had been a stumbling block the belief that he could be Yeshua, the One who would save and deliver His people.

God will exalt whomever he chooses.  None is disqualified for lack of breeding.  God is found in unsuspecting places.  His face shines through unexpected vessels.  After all, Jesus was born in a stable.  Who thought to find God there?

I am convinced that I have looked too hard for God in places where I assumed he would be found.  The larger the church, the more of God you’ll find, right?  Not always.  Christian entities might be well funded, utilize the latest marketing strategies, and offer everything from self-help groups to aerobics, but the system can still be carnal.  While size can be a sign of blessing, we must not forget to look for the face of God in places like Nazareth.  He may be found behind a shabby storefront.

Finally, what if you are from Nazareth?  You feel discounted.  Your confidence is marred by your lack of credentials.  Jesus died beneath a sign of reproach, but no one was laughing three days later when he rose from the dead.  If God chose you to do great things, no birthplace and wrong last name can thwart the purposes of our sovereign Savior.

Jesus is my brother, from Nazareth.  Use my life, God.  I’ll do my part.  I’m confident you will do yours.  Amen

Yeshua Reversed The Curse

Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us, for it is written: ‘Cursed is everyone who is hung on a pole. … When he was hung on the cross, he took upon himself the curse for our wrongdoing.  Galatians 3:13

Yeshua was born with a purpose that defied understanding.  He wasn’t born to be a teacher, or to tell stories about God, or to perform miracles, or to be king of Israel.  He was born to reverse the curse that was pronounced in the Garden of Eden when Adam and Eve failed to believe God about the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.  Turning their deaf ear to God’s boundaries, and then sealing it with an act of disobedience, ushered in immense consequences for them and every one of their descendants.  Is it any wonder that Jesus would grow up to say, “Whoever believes in me, though He dies, yet shall He live.”  

The sin of unbelief was committed in a garden.  Thirty-three years after little Yeshua was born, He would enter another garden to deal with the weight of our curse and to give up His life to reverse it.  Unbelief brought the curse.  Belief in Jesus lifted it. 

Every one of us who has embraced this Savior and believed in Him is no longer cursed ~ but blessed.  The theme of our life is not ‘paradise lost’ but ‘paradise restored.’  Barren landscapes, once brown and decayed by sin, are now lush and green.  Futility and hopelessness were instantly banished with this pronouncement, “It is finished.”  

You rescued me from eternal darkness and alienation from You. You are my Yeshua.  Amen

Yeshua ~ Savior and Deliverer

Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. And I am the worst sinner of all. I Tim. 2:15

Parenting is hard work and though it’s so very rewarding, it can be painful at times. Ask God. He created, fathered, and sacrificed, only to see the majority of His creation use His name in vain, shake their fist at Him, and chalk up His character as mean, stingy, and vengeful. I’ve heard more than one person say, “What has He ever done for me?”

If you’ve been a parent, it would be like crawling on your hands and knees from San Francisco to Maine to prove your love to your child.  But you arrive, only to have your child say, “You’ve never done anything for me!” With knees still bloody from the journey, you wouldn’t believe your ears nor begin to fathom such blindness to sacrificial love.

Yeshua means ‘savior’.  Jesus came to save. Dying for our sins was His response to the wounds He sustained in the Garden of Eden. The pain was severe. God does grieve. God does weep. The plan of redemption came as a response to our alienation from Him. He asked His Son to leave glory, put on mortal flesh, suffer rejection and persecution at the hands of those He created, and then die the worst death possible to buy us back with His blood.  And yet, the gift seems like a trifle to so many. I contend that, for me, the cross is not just central to Easter, it’s central to every day. At the epicenter of something so gruesome was a love so exquisite that I’ll never be able to fully internalize the power of it.

In closing, here’s another picture. After completing your San Francisco/Maine journey, you see your child waiting for you over the finish line. He is cheering, arms open to receive you, and his face is stained with tears. Today, I offer grateful tears  to Jesus, Yeshua. I cheer Him as being my Savior and Deliverer.

For the many years I treated You casually and the cross recklessly, forgive me. Amen

Who I Was and Who I Am Now

[Jesus] who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good.  Titus 2:14

I was not created to love evil.  Quite the opposite.  If Adam and Eve had never sinned, I wouldn’t know what evil was.  I’d be walking in Paradise, communing with God in the evening after an enjoyable day at work.  Instead of pondering my regrets of the past 24 hours, I’d be savoring the beautiful moments on God’s perfect earth.  Instead of brainstorming on how to keep my soul safe from unsafe people, I’d be soaking in the beauty of perfect intimacy, one without any reservations whatsoever. 

But that’s not how the storyline unfolded.  A knowledge of good and bad opened.  Acquaintance with evil came into view, and with it, an incapacity to understand the breadth of wickedness.  It is still too shocking for the human mind.  Too horrific to grasp.  Yet, before we came to Christ, we had an appetite for what it might be like to explore the edges of the canyon of evil desires.  One taste after another put us deeper into the pit with an enemy who never intended to let us go.  Once in his web, he lured, tormented, condemned, and maligned the only Savior who could rescue us.

Praise Jehovah Tsidkenu – that’s not the end of the story.  Nothing could stop His plan of redemption.  Jesus came to snatch us from the fire, to give us a new nature, one that would no longer want to sin.  Wickedness would repel us.  Dressed in His garments of righteousness, we would dance in our new identity.  We would forever stand in awe of Jesus’ shed blood, for by it, we have been purified and perfected. 

There is Paradise in my soul now.  But Paradise for my body – coming later – is still a sure thing.  Even so come Lord Jesus.  Amen

How The Righteous Live . . .

I will not execute my fierce anger. I am God and not man, the Holy One in your midst. Hosea 11:9 

God stood on the brink of executing judgment. When He looked upon His people, His heart was filled with waves of love. He controlled His anger instead of executing it. It’s as if He couldn’t stand the thought of the pain they would experience. He explains the reason for such holy restraint. He is God and not man. 

Because God is God ~ He did not leave me to die in my sins without any chance of being saved. He sent a Savior, even though it meant sending His Son for sacrifice.  He did not send me to eternal judgment, even though I deserved it. He credited all my sins to His Son’s account, the Son He loves. How humbling!  He forgave me for every wrong thing I did and I was made perfect when Jehovah Tsidkenu clothed me in His Son’s righteousness.

I am now His image bearer. I cling to righteousness and not to the ways of the anti-kingdom. God’s nature is being fully formed in me and I am perfect in my Father’s eyes. This affects every decision I make today.

A lover of righteousness ~ I can restrain my anger and redirect with love and good deeds. I can withhold what someone deserves and give grace instead. I can suspend making a list of wrongs done against me and offer someone a clean slate in its place.  And, I can pray for my accuser instead of delivering a pointed speech. Restraint, prudence, purification and redirection. These are the hallmarks of a child of God. 

I am Yours, dressed in Your perfection. I make different choices as I live by Your Spirit. Amen