Hiding Behind The Shield

You are my hiding place and my shield; I hope in your word.  Psalm 119:114

A successful hiding place is one that is never found.  I can go there, tuck myself in, hear the voices of others looking for me, but rest securely in perfect concealment.  When others chase us down, God promises that He is a place of refuge, a shield and hiding place.  This is where I go, internally, to ride out the storm of others’ advances.  The hunt can be emotional, even spiritual.

David’s enemies didn’t perceive his spiritual hiding place when they said, “There is no help for him in God.”  Psalm 3:2 They took stock of their prowess, the physical odds stacked against him, and declared early victory.  Just because they couldn’t see God, they shouldn’t have concluded that He was an illusion.

Moses had the armies of Egypt after him, yet he moved the children of Israel out of slavery because he put his faith in an invisible God.  “By faith he forsook Egypt, not fearing the wrath of the king: for he endured, as seeing him who is invisible.”  Hebrews 11:27

My hiding place is internal.  That’s where the Spirit of God lives.  When I run to Him, and behind Him, He is plentiful with words; scriptures that remind me of my cherished position and His preeminent power.  I tuck myself in under the wings of my Father and sometimes His voice is discernable.  “I’m here. Don’t be afraid.”

There is much that threatens in this world, much to undo the bravest of the brave.  To need a shield is to be human.  To need a hiding place when the barbs of a friend lay me low is what children need when they run home to Papa.

You are a real shield, a promised hiding place, and you are always waiting for me.  Amen

My Shield and Protector

“You are my refuge and my shield; I hope in your word.” Psalm 119:114

God has been faithful to show me where my hope has been misplaced. 

There were people in my life who claimed to have solutions for things that distressed me. Sometimes they did, but most of the time, they did not. They were unreliable shields.  Misplaced hope.

There were a few who, early in my ministry, did whatever they could to coerce a friendship. They worked to make themselves indispensable, rising to the occasion to provide whatever I was lacking. I let unsafe people close and as their real selves surfaced, I got angry, then depressed. Misplaced hope.

Though lifesaving, God’s lessons are hard to learn. He pushed the idols off my pedestal and exposed them. It took time for my hope in them to grow faint enough to place all my hopes in God. I learned that hope trembles before it becomes a phantom. 

Hope in Yahweh Magen is never misplaced.  In God ~ I have a shield against arrows that would kill my faith. In God ~ I have a defender against all accusations. In God ~ I have a refuge for the storms that loom on the horizon. In God ~ I can take refuge no matter how big the threat.

The roots of my faith are in an un-created God. He is ageless and His names are old and tested. His protective nature is firmly writtenwithin the context of Jewish history. He not only releaved His name to them as their understanding of Him was under development, but He demonstrated it in battle. I can know that this name has stood the test of time.

Oh Lord, you are my unshakeable shield, my hope and my defender. Amen

Yahweh Magen – My Shield and Strength

The LORD is my strength and my shield.  Psalm 28:7 

Shields used in battle pre-date Israel. Sometimes the soldier carried his own. Other times he had a shield bearer, one who walked beside him and shielded him as he fought.

My Father is my shield bearer. That’s almost more than I can take in. He is so good to me!  But here’s a question ~ Who hates me so much that I’d need someone to defend me? Who is my enemy?

Once corrupted by pride, Satan became envious and entitled. He wanted God’s throne and the worship that went with it. Because God would not share His glory with another, Satan led a rebellion and he, along with the fallen angels who followed his lead, were exiled to Earth and the war began. Anyone on God’s side became the enemy. He would hate all of God’s children because we belong to his arch-enemy.

Satan’s passion to kill and destroy has not cooled off. His anger is still white-hot and he sets out to destroy any good thing God desires to give me. He creates obstacles, making things so hard that I’ll be tempted to believe that my blessing has been nullified. I’ll want to throw up my hands and abdicate when, instead, I should be digging in, trusting God’s promises, and believing that He is actively shielding me as I walk by faith. He is not just my shield but my strength.

Over what should I be fighting with prayer and with scripture that I’ve declared hopeless?  Show me, Holy Spirit. Amen

Did You Know?


1. Shepherds were intimately acquainted with nature. They could accurately predict the weather by observing the patterns of the wind, observing their animals’ behavior, and reading the stars. 
 
*We are the sheep.  We are not God.  Jesus is God.  He reads our current environment, intuits the storylines of our lives, factors in how we are wired, and then orders our days with wisdom.  We can trust our Shepherd’s providence. 
 
2. Shepherds were clued into their flock. They knew when one was acting abnormally, saw the beginning stages of an illness, and discerned subtle indications of stress.
 
*Other people can be clueless regarding their understanding of us. They miss the obvious signposts.  Our Great Shepherd does not.  Nothing goes unnoticed.  He picks up on everything, sees what’s coming, and prepares future provisions before we need them.  
 
3. Shepherds possessed excellent knowledge about flowers and plants that could be used medicinally to treat their animals.  
 
*Jesus will Shepherd us in all the places we are wounded.  Only He knows what will heal us.  What He prescribes, even to what seems ludicrous, is precisely what is needed for our wellbeing. We don’t know more than our Creator.  
 
4. Shepherds would move their flocks to better grazing areas, pastureland with hidden water sources, according to the seasons and changing climates. 
 
*Change is usually stressful.  Yet our Shepherd promises to lead us to green pastures.  Leaving a place of abundance fills our hearts with anxiety.  Where is He taking us?  Will the next place be as good?  We can know this ~ we can trust Him to define what is good ~ knowing ‘He will withhold no good thing from us.’
 
5. Shepherds were considered unclean because of their lifestyle and proximity to animal waste and disease.  
 
*Jesus was written off because of His associations with sinners and because He touched the dead.  He took the Gospel to the last places religious people would have gone.  Our Shepherd also leads us to places we wouldn’t choose for ourselves.  They aren’t logical.  Advisors may shake their heads.  But our Shepherd knows what sheep don’t know. Wherever He leads, we are safe in His care.

For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord will give grace and glory; no good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly.  Psalm 84:11

Accessing God’s Shepherding Heart

Each of us is valuable because we were created in God’s image. We need others to remind us of this when we face challenges that raise questions about God and faith: poverty, sickness, moral failure, natural disasters, experiences that bring shame, and periods of mental frailty that make us vulnerable.   

Soul care is found in God’s family. It is a safe place to be vulnerable because Jesus’s shepherding heart is expressed there. Others know some of our personal life stories and feel our frustrations, sadness, challenges, and doubts.  

Stoop down and reach out to those who are oppressed. Share their burdens, and so complete Christ’s law.  Galatians 6:2 THE MESSAGE

So, I must not have unrealistic expectations of Jesus. He is my everything, but that doesn’t mean I can get everything I need from Him while living in isolation.  I will experience the Shepherd’s care within a community. We are all priests in ‘the priesthood of believers’, ordained to carry out His ministry to the rest of His flock. 

There is security in the company of those who love Jesus because of collective discernment.  We study together, listen to the Holy Spirit, hash things out, wrestle with the scriptures, and humble ourselves to understand how God’s truth impacts us.    

The Shepherd’s arms are available and can be found in communities where His Spirit thrives.  Our part is not to hide when we feel Shepherd-less.  Instead of retreating, we must move toward those who listen and love well.  As we share our burdens, they are given the privilege of enfolding us into the shepherding arms of our Christ.

Lord, I will open myself up more to those who are alive to Your Spirit.  And I will commit to shepherd others when it’s personally expensive and do it as You have cared for me.  Amen

The Shepherd Who Gathers Us

“Woe to the shepherds who destroy and scatter the sheep of My pasture!” declares the LORD. You have scattered My flock and driven them away and have not attended to them. Jeremiah 23:1-2

Throughout the Old Testament, God expressed a desire to shepherd His people.  He would do it through kings, priests, and prophets.  Yet most were terrible shepherds, and Israel suffered.  They were people pleasers who lied to the people by promoting false comfort. They were also selfish, caring for themselves at the expense of their flock.

My people have become lost sheep; their shepherds have led them astray. They have made them turn aside on the mountains and they have forgotten their resting place.  Jeremiah 50:6

God’s righteous prophets confronted these shepherds because the people needed leaders who would care for them with mercy, love, and justice.  God came to their rescue by making this promise.  “Behold the days are coming when I will raise up a righteous shoot of David.  As King, he will reign and govern wisely.”  Jeremiah 23:5. God announced that He would shepherd them, but He would do it through the ministry of this Davidic figure. 

Go forward 600 years. God is revealing Himself through Jesus, the Great Shepherd.  Mark tells this story.  Jesus and his disciples went by boat to a solitary place.  People from all over ran on foot to follow them.  When Jesus stepped ashore and saw the large crowd, Mark said that Jesus ‘had compassion on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd.’  Mark 6:34   Jesus had divine eyesight and could feel His Father’s broken heart over the many centuries of spiritual abuse.   

Another time, Jesus looked over Jerusalem and lamented, ‘How often I wanted to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, but you were not willing!’  Luke 13:34   Such strong shepherding language.  Jesus longs to do one thing ~ gather them to Himself.

When early Christians hid from persecution in Roman catacombs, they worshipped in caves under the city. They painted the walls with images from their favorite Bible stories that brought them comfort and gave them hope. One of their favorite pictures, discovered by archeologists, was the good Shepherd carrying a lamb over His shoulders. This image still speaks to us today. 

Jesus, my Shepherd, You are right here. Gather me and I will not resist.  Guide me and I will not be defensive.  Protect me and I will stay in Your boundary lines. However you lead, I will follow.  Amen

A Shepherd, A Fugitive, Then a King!

The Lord is my Shepherd.  Psalm 23:1

King David’s resume would have looked strange to a professional headhunter.  

Shepherd. 12 years

Fugitive. 10 years

King. 40 years

For the first portion of his life, David was in the fields.  Sheep were his companions.  When Samuel anointed him to be king, there was no throne to occupy.  David wouldn’t commence his reign for another decade.  He would live, instead, as a fugitive. 

He became the man on the run. King Saul was envious and wanted David dead. Statistically, Saul had the upper hand, with an army and a pool of military strategists to plot the hunt. Outnumbered, David fled through the Judean hills, searching for caves and crevices. But Saul had not factored in God’s mighty power that works to achieve His purposes for those whom he has called.

It was in this tumultuous period that David wrote Psalm 23.  Perhaps you’ve pictured him in better times writing about green pastures and still waters.  It would explain the rich pastoral imagery, but that wasn’t the context.  David was trying to stay alive.  He needed a Shepherd to guide, protect, and comfort.  Only God could bring this fugitive out of hiding and set him securely on a throne.  

God had done something similar before.  Joseph once told his brothers, “Every shepherd is loathsome to the Egyptians.” Genesis 46:34  Yet Joseph, from a shepherding clan, became a ruler in Egypt. When God writes our story, humble beginnings and cultural biases are irrelevant.  Shepherds could become kings.  (And Nebuchadnezzar, a king who dishonored God, ended up in the wilderness, out of his mind, eating grass.) 

The Hebrew Bible’s unique term for shepherd, ro’eh tzon, means lover of the flock.  Our Jehovah Rohi is a caring father figure.  Isaiah says he “gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart.” Isaiah 40:11  

God carried David all the way to the throne, from fugitive to king. God is never outnumbered by our enemies, physical and spiritual. If we had spiritual eyes, we would see Him guiding, protecting, and comforting us as He bears our weight and carries us in His arms.

Jehovah Rohi

If someone asked me to name three shepherds in my circle of acquaintances, I couldn’t.  They aren’t prevalent in our western culture.  That wasn’t the case in biblical times.  The Patriarchs were all shepherds, as was Abel, Moses, David, and even Rachel. 

Although I’ve romanticized ancient shepherds who tended sheep, shepherds weren’t highly regarded.  They were rough characters, even dangerous. They often had to fight for rights to water sources and pastures for their sheep.  They had to contend with wild animals who would prey on their flock.  If you encountered a shepherd while walking in the countryside, it could be a perilous encounter.  

Yet, there is an irony.  King Hammurabi of Babylon called himself a shepherd.  And in Homer’s writing, Greek chiefs were called ‘shepherds of the people.’ The royal scepter was a shepherd’s rod that symbolized protection, power, and authority. And in Egypt, the shepherd’s crook was a divine symbol of kingship.

God asked this question through the mouth of Jeremiah. Who is like me and who can challenge me? And what shepherd can stand against me?”  Jeremiah 49:19  

In this passage, God had announced impending judgment on Edom, an evil people known for their hostility toward Israel. He warned that He was a lion who would attack their sheepfold.  His blow would be ferocious in the coming invasion.  Edom’s leaders would be helpless shepherds, too weak to protect their people.  

So, my perception of a shepherd has broadened.  There are definitely two sides to them.  They are tender, willing to lay down their lives for their sheep.  But they are formidable, willing to kill to protect them.  

El Rohi is our gentle shepherd who provides for all our needs.  That brings comfort.  

El Rohi is also our protector.  That brings security as we understand that divine justice will always prevail against our adversaries.   

Oh Shepherd, You saved me from wolves to make me yours. Now, with Your staff, care for me and protect me until I’m safely home.  Amen

While I Wait For Promised Provision

On the third day, which was Pharaoh’s birthday, he made a feast for all his servants and lifted up the head of the chief cupbearer and the head of the chief baker among his servants. He restored the chief cupbearer to his position but he hanged the chief baker. Yet the chief cupbearer did not remember Joseph, but forgot him. Genesis 40:20-23

         How many years had Joseph been waiting for vindication? A long time. Finally, someone is about to go to Pharaoh and personally speak to him about Joseph’s innocence. Can you imagine how excited Joseph was the morning the cupbearer was taken out of the cell and transported back to the palace? Joseph thought it might be a matter of hours before his own release.

         The story takes a sickening turn and one awful sentence tells the story. ‘Yet the chief cupbearer did not remember Joseph, but forgot him.’ Just reading this makes your stomach sink. Living it must have been unbearable. For another two years, Joseph had to wait for God to move. If you’ve ever waited years for something, you know how long that is.

         I wonder about Joseph’s thoughts as that initial day turned to a week, then months. Did he think, ‘What are the chances that another person from Pharaoh’s court will end up in my prison cell! How is this ever going to work out for me now?’ These are the human reasonings of someone desperate. You and I will never know if he went down such hopeless trails of thought but I would bet the answer is yes. Faith must be fought for and the heart’s pendulum swings between faith and unbelief.

         Maybe you’ve recently pressed in – in prayer – to ask God for a miracle. You thought the answer came. You felt such relief and joy and counted the minutes until your release from captivity. But then, the answer dissipated without yielding results. All hope vanished in an instant. Continue reading “While I Wait For Promised Provision”

Anticipatory Provision

Recently, I had the opportunity to pray with two people I didn’t know very well at all.  The life we shared in the Spirit was profound.  One of them took me aside and said, “While we were praying, I had a sense that you aren’t fully convinced of the kindness of God toward you.”

I was taken aback and felt sad if that were true.  But then, something stirred, and I was eager for God to show me something new about His kind nature.  It wasn’t until this morning, still half asleep, that the following thought came.  Kindness is most meaningful when you discover that God loved you way before now and made a way to provide what you would need. 

I embraced these beautiful truths all over again.

God planned to give the expensive gift of His Son from before the foundation of the world. All who dwell on the earth will worship the beast, except those whose names are written in the Book of Life of the Lamb who was slain from the foundation of the world.   Revelation 13:8

    Why?

    Because He saw me/you – before the foundation of the world. For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless.  In love he predestined us for adoption.  Ephesians 1:4

    God looked through time. He saw us. Exiles. Lost. Enslaved to sin and the god of this world.  There would be no way to be saved without shedding the blood of One perfect.  Kindness and compassion rose from His heart. “I will give my Son,” He said.  “One I love ~ for those I love.”  And it was done.

    We are engraved on the palms of His hands. Not forgotten.  His kindness is still proactive ~ He sees the future, anticipates our needs, and provides.  This is Providence from Jehovah Jireh ~ driven by the power of lovingkindness.