When It Appears To Fall Apart

Although it is true that I am near of kin, there is a kinsman-redeemer nearer than I. Ruth 3:12

Just when Ruth’s future began to look secure, a technicality arose that could threaten everything. There was a relative closer to her than Boaz, and he had priority in the process of redemption. What kind of man was he? She was acquainted now with Boaz and knew that he was a man of honor. Her heart had finally settled but with this new development, the temptation to plummet into uncertainty had to be real. 

Often, what I hope for feels close to coming true. It’s within my reach, and I see the welcome changes about to impact my life.  I pinch myself.  “Will this really be mine?” I wonder. But just as I start to believe it is, complications arise and it slips away. Sometimes, the obstacle can be overcome, but not always.

What does God require of me? The same thing God would have asked of Ruth if another redeemer had stepped forward.  Perhaps he would have been a lesser man than Boz.  We are to wrap our arms around the only One who sustains us through these kinds of disappointments. Just as Ruth’s future was held securely in the sovereignty of God, so is mine. 

Some people cross our paths, make promises, and raise our hopes. We start to breathe more easily. Dreams of a different life are about to be realized. But then, it all fades away. The promise-maker becomes a promise-breaker. It’s hard to pray for those who deal treacherously with our hearts. Forgiveness takes time and is always messy. But we can bring every disappointment to Abba’s heart. His tears mingle with ours. He breathes new life into our hopelessness. And then—there is HIS redemption. Always moving. Always for our good. No one can take away our blessing.     

Redeem the ashes of Your servants. Amen

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